#friday.friday

Lost five pounds, a half inch on my waist, forming a proper v line, and my arms are getting bigger let's go

I got my period for the first time after stopping t for the first time and I genuinely want to end it all rn I can't do this anymore

Genuinely worst haircut of my life + dance showcase this week + meeting gf's mom on her bday next week just put me down now

The only way I'll be seen as attractive is if I become femme instead of butch and I think my life would be better if I did. People would actually want to be around me. I would be important to people's lives. People would look up to me. People would envy me the same way I envy other people. But nooo I just had to be some stupid fucking trans bitch that'll never pass

Even when I'm in a relationship I'm not the most important thing to someone

Sometimes I wish my gf wasn't so mean to me

what more do I have to do for her to chase me

I don't think I'll ever be truly chosen