#fredrickedgar

Dear diary,

The day of my dreams finaly came. It was wonderful. I can't tell how special it felt, how much it meant to me to have this day. And I had the two most important people at my side, ofcourse Fredrick but also my dear twinsister Elianna. She is my rock, always there for me, always listening and offering advice.

My parents where proud and sad at the same time. Proud to see me finaly have my dream come true but also sad because in just a few months the have gone from having two daughters still at home to having no childeren at home anymore. I'm sure I'll see plenty of them in the future when they come over or I will go to them.

Since I dreamed for a long time about my weddingday and I saw a lot of other people getting married, I already figured out what I wanted for a dress. And it turned out so georgous! I felt like a princess.

Most of the ceremony went one in ear and the other one out. I was looking at the wonderful man standing for me. And the ceremony was over before I knew it. The first kiss was a bit awkward in front of so many people. But when we started making photo's it was almost like it was just the two of us. Fredrick is the sweetest and best kisser ever.

Dear diary,

I have courted before be this feels such a milestone because my last courtship was years ago. Yes, I'm courting! With a wonderful man named Fredrick Edgar. He is 38 years old, wise and handsome. He loves childeren and I can't wait till the moment he will propose and I finaly get married.

I know, I'm setting my self up for failure because I'm already thinking about proposals and weddings. And secretly about baby's. They will look so cute! I know I have to wait and be patience for some time. I just can't wait till the moment is finaly here. I have already waited for so many years.

Dear diary,

My prayers, and those of my sweet sister Elianna, my parents and probably more, have been answered! Fredrick proposed to me! I'm so happy! I can't stop smiling ever since he asked. Although I first got tears in my eyes when he asked me to become his wife. I feel so blessed to have finaly found my match for life.

I'm already 30 years old, Fredrick 39 but we don't care. We are starting our fairytale from now on.

I already started weddingplanning. So excited! My sister Elianna will be my matron of honor, my sisters Abby, Christina and Hosanna will all be bridesmaids. And my nieces Aimee and Susanna will be flower girls (AN: in the story they are already married or about to get married, but their real ages are 5 and 6 since I age them up faster to get them out of the house)

I just can't wait to be mrs Fredrick Edgar!

Dear diary,

It has been a while. I have been buzy with my childeren. But I have good news. I'm expecting another little one. It has been quite a while since I had my youngest, the twins Josiah and Johanna. They are already so big! I actually tought it wouldn't happen anymore. And then the Lord blesses us with another little blessing to join our family. So thankful!

(Nathan not in the photo)

I'm just so thankful with my little family. We have three boys and three girls. This 7th baby will be a tiebreaker. So much fun!

Dear diary,

We have been blessed with yet another positive pregnancytest. It had been a while since my latest baby and we all where thrilled with having another baby. We can't wait until baby Edgar is here.

I just love my little family with two boys and two girls. I'm curious if this new baby will be a boy or a girl, a little tiebreaker.

Nathan is courting someone special, David is in highschool, Rebecca is in elementary school and Esther is still home with me.

Dear dairy,

I'm loving my life with my little grew containing my dearest husband Fredrick, my sons Nathan and David, and my little girl Rebecca. But, soon our crew will have an extra member because I'm expecting again! Baby Edgar #4 is on the way. I feel so blessed!

Below a photo of David's birthday. They grow up way to fast.

I love being pregnant yet again together with Elianna. Now it's me who is behind on her, before it was her who was behind on me. But it's all relative because she is expecting #16 while I'm expecting baby #4.

Dear diary,

I suffered a miscarriage about an half year ago. We all where devasted to lose our little baby. We all looked forward to become a family of five. We are thrilled to be pregnant again. I'm hoping it will go well this time.

Our boys are such cutie's They are getting so big! Nathan is already in school. He loves it. David is still at home with me. He loves the attention he gets and will have to get used to sharing it once the baby arrives.

Dear diary,

My sweetest little guy, Nathan, is already a toddler! He is growing up too fast. I can't believe he is already so big. I love spending time with him everyday, I just love being his mommy.

I waited so long to become a wife and mother and I'm not disappointed at all now that I'm both. I love every second of it. And so thankfull that we are already expecting our second baby! Nathan will be a great big brother. Fredrick and I can't wait to become a family of four. I feel so blessed with getting pregnant so soon after I had Nathan.

Ofcourse I had to tell Elianna the great news. She was thrilled for me. She is hoping I will have a little girl for her daughter to play with. Elianna's youngest, Ann, is just born and she is the cutest baby ever. I would love to have a daughter but a son would be fine too.