#freaky weaky

- So first off, I think that Erik is definitely bisexual, in the most sincere and kind way. He's very neutral, like true neutral. He has no preference either way, and loves you regardless.

- I feel like he definitely is the type of guy to parade you around, and be all happy and excited after you guys get serious. Almost every family event you go to for the first couple times is just him being like "My boy! I love my boy!"

- He is generally so sweet and considerate when it comes to everything. Sure, he's kind of abrasive and rough around the edges when it comes to showing his emotions, but he really does try.

- If you two share any of the same interests, like gaming or music, he leans into it fully without any question. He will invest his entire heart, mind, and soul into loving that thing, because in some way it feels like it helps him love you.

- Even if you two aren't exactly into the same things, he still puts in the same amount of effort to invest himself into the things you like. He doesn't even tell you about it until he randomly brings it up in conversation.

- If you're ever interested in getting a piercing or tattoos, he is the first to not only agree, but offer to do it for you. For free of course.

- it surprised nearly no one in his family when he showed up with you next to him and introduced you as his boyfriend. Even though he never really came out, it's not like everyone didn't know that he was somewhat gay.

- Brenda and Howard are of course very loving and caring towards you, while Bobby is vaguely fidgety. Not in an anxious way, just more so because he isn't used to new people exactly getting brought home. Julia, however, is quite literally her normal self. She tells embarrassing stories, is enjoyably sarcastic, and of course, caring.

- To her, if her big brother loves you, she does too.

- He was never very invested in pride parades, and would never introduce the idea of going to one with you. But if you were into it, he would definitely go along with it. He just wants to see you happy and proud to be yourself.

- One thing he loves continuously, is your thighs. He will definitely just lay on your thighs while he plays Mortal Kombat. Or whenever. He finds whatever excuse he can to lay down on your thighs.

- Of course, he refrains from most of that when it comes to being in public, or being around most of his family. Of course, he'll maybe hook an arm around your waist, occasionally kissing you on the top of the head of your cheek. But he isn't as touchy as that in person. He prefers to save that for when the two of you are more secluded. He thinks it adds to the intimacy of it all.

- He just loves you, regardless of anything. As long as you two share the same beliefs and views on the world, he'll love you regardless.

I wrote this at 1:30am and am very very exhausted. I dothn't sleep yet. And I fear I never will.