Okay listen its like 3am rn and I am a firm Annabel top believer but. There is something so captivating about lenore topping. Not in the sweet way though, like in the angsty way. Like in a corruption kink slightly non-con way. In the way that lenore needs to rid of her frustration but a part of her is in love with annabel yet its just beyond her understanding since her memories are just so vague. Yet despite it, she desperately wants annabel to just act how she wants and think how she thinks and the most logical solution her illogical ass could come up with was hatesex whether annabel wants to or not. The reason I think that annabel would top in like a healthy scenario is because lenore is a brat but annabel has the power to shut her up if she fucks her fast enough. But if lenore tops she just has to endure her bs. Like the sheer shame of it all and having to endure all of lenore’s pent up anger towards annabel ESPECIALLY considering how annabel tends to really repress her feelings is just so ugh. Ughh. And as a finishing touch the beautiful shame that comes with repressed homophobia is literally eye opening. So not only is annabel frantic about feeling below the person who she thought would finally treat her equally, but she is also shameful of having stooped so low into such a shameful position with a woman no less. Her sense of power that she gets from being an elegant woman is completely gone, and for some reason the thrill of having a secret lover is now bitter sweet because she feels like a burden. A burden that has gotten into a scandal too deep and filthy to back out of or speak against. And you know what crushes her on the inside? She likes it. Because this is the most attention shes gotten from Lenore the whole time they’ve been in the academy. She is so close to touching her and expressing any sort of love to her but to no avail. Sorry this is lwk slop I wish I could write fanfic my brain is just oozing in lennabel hatesex thoughts
I LOVE THE LENNABLE HATESEX!!!! LENNABEL LOVERS COME GET YOUR JUICE!!!
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