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The crueler part of her imagines Berholdt’s ghost coming upon it, and his rage at finding the last proof of his existence is facing the wall of some dusty old basement, with the spiderlings having used the frame to stabilize one end of a web. It still gets a laugh out of her.

Psyops Sona is petrified of her abilities. Before, she was a fairly powerful psychic, but after the BRG got their hands on her and altered her body/abilities, she’s become damn near omnipotent and godly. Of course, it was intentional--they wanted to weaponize her. And while she exerts a certain amount of control, she can very easily lose grip on her powers and quite literally explode with telekinetic force. It’s why she does her best to stifle her emotions and keep everyone an arms length away. She’s terrified of getting attached or making herself vulnerable again. That, and after so long of the physical and psychological torture, she’s just...different. Bad different. She’s wounded in so many different ways and doesn’t know how to heal, especially when the process means she’ll have to open her heart up to others and face the trauma...something which puts her at high risk for a breakdown. Speaking of Psyops, Sona has a very strange fixation on the BRG. This doesn’t always manifest in conversation, because she’s usually distant and coarse (at least initially) when speaking of her internment under that organization’s rule. This is perhaps due to the fact that she believes they have answers to what has become of her. They’re the ones that ravaged her body and mind with their experiments--they’re the ones who have stripped her life of what meaning it used to hold. She used to be ‘normal’, or as normal gets being part of Psyops, but now? She’s a monster...and they made her into it. That, and by facing them (in a scenario where it’s on HER terms, perhaps signaling out certain members who were directly involved, such as Viktor), she may also start to face her trauma and heal. And hey, if nothing else, she has a chance to enact vengeance upon the BRG personally--devastating them with the very weapon they created.

          “Or is it the stench of alcohol? In which case, can’t blame me for enjoying a good drink, huh? Three certainties in life, and a good drink and hangover’s one of ‘em.”

( @fracturedfates - gets burnt bacon )