#fractue

Watching my body making progress never was so amazing than it is after my injury. It was 4 and half weeks ago, but I already can do so many things which is surprising to the doctors, my coaches and to myself too. A left my harness a week ago. I am free for a week now, and yesterday the x-ray confirmed that my bone healed, so I can move my arm freely. A week ago I barely could lift my arm, it’s own weight was too heavy for it. I still couldn’t wash my own hair and my right arm was basically still useless. It had already made a huge progress since the day of the injury, but was far from perfect. Right now I can lift my arm above my head, I can sleep without pain, and today finally I have started my rehab. I did some stretching on Monday too, and that have helped a lot. There were things I couldn’t do on Monday because of pain, and now, on Thursday i can do it without any effort. It is impressive to see my body healing and getting stronger and stronger day by day.

So a while ago, maybe 2 months or so, i broke my nose. 

I've had kind of a cold lately so i thought my nose was just blocked because of sputum. However recently this has gotten better and now i realize that it still somewhat difficult to breath through my left nostril. I can breath through it, and it doesn't seem like anything is blocking it, but it seems somewhat constricted. It fits with the fact that my bone seems to have been pushed down slightly in that side/crushed a little. I'm a little worried about this as i really do not want to go into any kind of surgery, and don't want to join the ranks of the 'nose-job girls' :(  The shape itself has changed shape slightly as it seems the nasal bridge has gotten marginally wider.

Some of the concerns i have, if i do need surgery, includes having my nose change shape. I like(d) my nose the way it was and don't want it to look different. I feel like surgery is kinda like 'cheating' and i know if i was to hear from anyone that my nose looked amazing after the surgery, id of course be happy, but i would also feel like i was tricking them as it wouldn't really be me. - That's the vain part of my worries ;) 

Also i am worried about going into surgery and being put in full anesthesia and the risk that entails and if it's really worth going into surgery for :(