mission failed is still in the works, sorry for dropping off the face of this planet :”) the past few days have been tough and i just havent had any motivation to write or anything like that

hopefully i can work some more on it in a few hours <3

i wanna apologize.... again </3

i saw that it's been nearly a month since i posted the preview for mission failed and i havent been able to get a single word out for the past week and a half.

i have like literally no clue why its suddenly so hard to write, and why the words just arent coming to me

and honestly, i think part of it is the fact that sooo many people are anticipating the fic that its really overwhelming for me because i really wasn't expecting so many people to enjoy the snippet :")

i still wanna get the fanfic out because i made a commitment to everyone, but i might have to put it on the back burner for a little bit longer. i think i'm at the point where i don't feel that i'm writing for fun, but i'm writing because it feels expected from me to finish this fic. which isn't a bad thing at all!! i'm honestly very grateful for the support i've gotten on the two vvv short fics. BUT !!!! just to kinda refill the desire to write, i'm going to write a few fanfics that i've been wanting to indulge in and write for a little bit and hopefully that's bring back the passion of writing for me :")

hopefully that made sense </3

tl;dr: i'm struggling with finishing mission failed because idk if i have the passion for writing in me but i'm gonna write a couple fics that i've had in mind and i wanna try to write for my own enjoyment and see if that helps me burnout <3333

ALSO; BIT OF A SPOILER!!!!!!!

first off, i wanna say thank you so much for all of the support on 1:32am and the mission failed teaser!! <3333

even though 1:32am was super duper short, i'm ngl, it was fun to write lol and even though mission failed is beating my ass as i speak rn, i'm actually having so much fun writing and i'm just super happy that my writing is good enough for all of you to have enjoyed. <33

my initial plan was to post the finished fic like last night, but my (fav) aunt is visiting and she had the great plan of spontaneously wanting to paint my room. like i did nothing except get rid of shit, take trash out, shove 99% of my belongings into containers and shoving it all in my closet. my best friend and i got high asf after we finished the room as a celebration cuz it only took,,,,,, yk,,,,,, 3.5 mental breakdowns and probably a million tears to get it done. but it got done!! :D

anywho, i'm going to continue writing either in a couple hours or tonight after i get home from the gym :D (bestie n i are getting crossed tonight because life has recently been too stressful for the both of us and for some reason, my writers block only like to fully leave when i'm indisposed so i might actually be able to post it before i go to bed tonight!!!)

TL;DR

sorry for being inactive again </3

i got a job and i kid u not i barely spend much time at home other than going to sleep at night

i’ve also been on a sims 4 binge and so any of my leftover freetime is me building in the sims :(

its not rlly a fic, but its how i think drivers on the current grid would be while doing the nasty 🥸 cuz i got high asf last night and bitch i was trippin ballsacks cuz i nearly dove head first in a convo abt the drivers with my bsf 💀

im crossed asf and i can’t sleep which means 🥳🥳🥳

for oscar, idk if u mean like just oscar alone or not, but mission failed is like 3/4 of the way done so it’ll get posted soon-ish hopefully. but if u meant a stand-alone oscar fic, prob not rn since i wrote the drabble and i’m writing mission failed currently!

as for jack, probably not for a little bit bc after i post mission failed, i wanna get a kpop drabble and fic out soon as well