Hey, man. I know we havenāt gotten the chance to meet up in the city, and Iām sorry for that. Thereās been a lot of miscommunicating and wondering where everyone is and where they fit together here, I think. Piper and Annabeth are gone and Iām not sure if Hazel or Frank are around anymore. I havenāt heard from Nico at all.
I miss you, but knowing youāre alive is better than anything else I ever couldāve gotten from you. Percy mentioned he filled you in on theĀ āyou-died-in-our-version-of-realityā thing, and Iām sure that was a shock. Sorry about that. Itās never a good thing to hear from someone that you died at some point in their reality.
Iām writing this because I donāt think Iāll see you again. Iāve been pretty sick lately, and I doubt I have more than a day or two left to live.Ā Iām sorry, Leo. I wish I could hold out long enough to see you, but I canāt. Iām tired. I know I always struck people we knew as impressive or strong or whatever, but thatās honestly the furthest thing from the truth there is. Iāve been nothing but weak and afraid since I got here, and I canāt find it in me to fix myself in time to save my own life.
Iām going to die, and I donāt want to die without letting you know how much you mean to me. Youāve been nothing but a great friend to me, Leo. Youāve been here for me unconditionally and always tried to make me feel important, even when you were joking around. Youāve supported Piper, and while we arenāt together anymore, Iāll never not be grateful to you for supporting our relationship.
I wish I had something to give you, but I donāt. All I can say is, youāre an amazing person whoās more than deserving of all the happiness and love in the world. Youāre honestly so impressive and important to me in ways I could never really outline in person; Iām sorry about that. You know Iām not quick-witted or good with words like you are. I guess I couldāve taken the time to pick up some pointers from you, bro, but I didnāt. I think maybe Iāll always regret that.
Iāll regret a lot of things, maybe. Like never sitting you down and telling you how much of a hero you really are.