#foreverthoughts

Every time I get on this app I immediately think "I hope no one from my church ever finds me here"

all I want to be is just a *little* pretty, is that too much to ask? really?

the dress was blue and black idk what yall are on

someone at work today told me I classify as "spiritually gay" and idk what to do with that

I think I need to fast forward to age 35. Being grown, surely that would fix me.

might work on a story I haven't touched in over two years. put it on the back burner to cook for too long. the back burner no longer exists. the whole stove exploded and theres a massive ashy black hole in the wall of my mind

I think people forget that grunge is never going to be now what it was when it was first being conceived. I'm currently the lead singer for a grunge group and even though I love grunge, I feel like there's a certain presentation of grunge that people expect me (and other modern grunge lovers) to perform and it MUST be reminiscent of the peak of grunge in the 1990s. When my band first started practicing together, I got told over and over that I sounded "too pretty" when I sang some of the songs we were doing. That I needed to try to sound more like Kurt Cobain, Eddie Vedder, other names. They got thrown at me. They are the ideal. Of course they are---they were the faces for a movement of music that hadn't existed before. But to circle back to my first point, that is never going to exist again. Not in the way that it did, it can't. The world has changed. Music and art have changed. People want a revival of what things once were when they were in their purest form. But if things only ever stayed in their first forms, everything would always stay the same. Not the way the world works, me thinks.

Walking On The Moon by The Police has me gagged. Once again.