#foreverbrokenhearted

From the time I was a wee little lad I truly believed that in life the best thing I will ever find is love. Love is everything I will ever need, but let me be honest. No human as ever been able to provide me with enough love to fill this empty void that grows with every day that passes. I fight so hard to stay in this light, but my own self swallows me with every aging moment. 

I will always be the hero you need and I will always fight for the right thing and the love filled action, however my heart does not handle affection well. I have been trained to believe love means abuse and bruises are working through.your problems. If it wasn't physical abuse then it was emotional..if it wasn't emotional it was sexual. I have had my heart ripped out of my bleeding chest while I kissed the murderer. I have lost everything more times than I can count on two hands, so I started using my toes. But here’s the thing, none of this matters. No one cares. Life is harsh, but you have to be stronger. Therefor even though my heart hurts I will continue on.