āiām⦠iām trying. i really am.ā
Steve canāt sleep, not that itās big news that he canāt sleep but he just canāt. Heās slept for too long. His room is too big and too quiet. Even his goddamn bed is too soft. Lately, heās been put through the paces in training and that helps him pass out from exhaustion but even at times, thatās not enough. Though training isnāt all that bad, far from it. Heās got a partner whoās got a few powers of her own. Theyāre a hell of a whole lot different from anything heās ever seen but it seems thatās just par with the course in the future. Daisy is a damn good partner, tough and quick -- funny too. Sheās got a lot of attitude and Steve finds that pretty amusing. It makes all this academy stuff a lot more interesting when sheās there beside him. It also helps that on their downtime sheās helping a lot with all this new future stuff.Ā Daisy is handy with a computer and Steveās a quick learner. Theyāre really just trading the tools of their trade. Steve helping out with teaching her combat and she helps him with well --- everything that is a step above a radio.Ā Steve pushes up out of bed. The clock reads somewhere close to 2 am. He should really try to get a little more sleep but Steve doesnāt think he can. His fingers are already itching and his blood starting to pump with the idea of heading down to the gym for a few rounds at the punching bag. Stark has been working on prototypes to try and make on that Steve canāt break. If anything heās being useful at this odd hour and helping Stark out with this challenge heās presented. Steve decides to slip on a shirt as he packs up a few things for the gym if he was to see anyone heād like to be a little decent. With his shoes tied on and sweats tugged on he heads out of his room and heads towards the gym. Steve thinks Fury had something to do with his room placement being so close to the gym, but heās not complaining. Itās a short walk to the fully equipped gym and Steve is thankful for it. More often than not these late-night workouts are because heās got too much on his mind that he doesnāt want to think about. So a short walk doesnāt let him do that.Ā However, as Steve shoulders his way into the gym it seems heās not the only one here for a late-night workout. He recognizes Daisy the moment his eyes land on her. Steve smiles a bit to himself as he tosses his gym bag down.Ā āCanāt sleep either?ā He asks her, but as Daisy continues her set and doesnāt acknowledge him, he frowns. Itās only a few momentās later that it dawns on him.Ā āEarbuds.ā He mumbles to himself. Is he a little stupid to take this as a teaching moment when he knows her powers are still a bit out of control? Yes, he is but that doesnāt mean all that much to him. There isnāt a need to be quiet when sheās got earbuds in but he is careful not to cast a looming shadow over her that would let her know it was him. Instead, he crouches down a bit as he approaches her, hand coming to rest on her shoulder. Itās a quick reaction from there. Steve dodges out of the way of a swing as it comes his way, laughing a bit when Daisy all but rips her earbuds out of her ears. He gives an innocent shrug as the woman scolds him.Ā āHow else was I supposed to get your attention? Someone has to keep your senses sharp, and maybe itās the 40ā²s talking but Iād leave one earbud out.ā Daisy isnāt the only agent who listens to music while she works out. In fact many do. It rubs Steve the wrong way most of the time. Theyāre losing one of their most vital senses and unless theyāre like Barton and donāt have the choice he thinks they should be listening to their surroundings at all times. But he digresses, Steve wonāt bother her with his soapbox tonight. āCanāt sleep?ā He asks again, knowing this time sheās heard it. He doesnāt get much more than a shrug in response and itās a bit suspicious. Daisy liked to talk, not that Steve ever minded, but the quietness isnāt something heās used to. For a while, heās okay with the quiet, gives it up to the late hour but the longer it stretches the more Steve grows antsy. He waits until he breaks the first bag to actually break the silence. He watches the beans spill out on the floor before sighing a bit.Ā āI donāt think Starkās gonna like that I broke this one faster than the last one.ā That earns him a bit of a laugh but nothing more.Ā āAlright -- enough of the bags letās have a little one on one.ā He motions for her to follow and thankfully Daisy doesnāt seem to hesitate.Ā The sparring is quick-fire. Both of them already awake and full of adrenaline from a previous warm-up. Heās careful with her as he always is, despite having powers that doesnāt mean sheās not prone to being hurt by actual hits by him. Their goal is to strengthen and perfect and not harm. Itās going well until Steve decides to kick it up a notch. He catches her fist easily and they both know what he wants.Ā āYou canāt hurt me. -- Try a little bit.ā Expect the problem with that is sheās got no control. Her little bit is suddenly sending him flying across the room, back colliding painfully with the brick wall. The air is knocked from his lungs but nothing more than that. He pushes himself back up to his feet, brushing dust from his shoulders.Ā āDonāt let me touch you, but donāt send me into the wall. Just stop me,ā Steve tells her from across the room. Daisy looks a bit hesitant but seems to gear herself up. Steve tries to rush her and well -- she does send him flying into the wall again. Yet again, Steve rises back to his feet. Thereās an ache in his back for a moment but the next moment itās gone.Ā āAgain.ā And they do this for hours it feels like until Steve can taste copper in his mouth. āIām⦠Iām trying. I really am.ā Daisy sounds defeated and Steve canāt have that.Ā āHey -- I know you are,ā Steve speaks softly, a fond smile appearing on his lips.Ā āYou arenāt sending me through the wall anymore and thatās progress in my book.ā He laughs a bit before reaching out to gently rest his hand on her arm in comfort.Ā āItās gonna take time, canāt deny that but you got the most indestructible punching bag on earth cheering for you.ā He gets a bit more of a laugh from her and that makes Steve feel all the much better. With the rising sun, Daisy is the one to suggest breakfast and thereās no way in hell that Steve can refuse breakfast. Steve is confident that one day sheāll have perfect control over her powers even if that day is not today. Maybe then he could convince everyone else to let her join the Avengers team.Ā











