#fml rn

I'm so fucking tired of my uterus trying to fuck with me. Aside from the fact that whenever my period is late, it causes a cascade of mental health issues (bc I want a baby, but neither my body or my husband's swimmers are willing to commit here), this month it decided that in addition to being late, it was going to wait to floor me until the precise morning I was due to travel to London bc my kiddo had an appointment for another round of dental surgery. Husband is ill, and doing a great job of being the worst fucking patient in history, which left me to do the trip solo with kiddo.

Kiddo is a fucking trooper btw and went through 90 minutes of light sedation - happy air, which according to them did fuck all - while two very pleasant ladies were working on the problem teeth. Hopefully only another couple of visits and the issues will be done with!

Me? I'm dying. My body seems to have decided that internal barbed wire is the order for the day, I have four layers on and nearly bled through all of them (including the period panties and pad I'd put on just in case) and by the time we got home, I was about ready to beg for the Grim Reaper to just take me. I shut myself in the kitchen and screamed into the oven glove just so I didn't go out into the street and strangle some poor unsuspecting soul or yell at anyone who didn't actually deserve it. My hot water bottle has sprung a leak, my new sneakers are too tight for my wide ass fucking feet, and it feels like someone has taken a running kick at my poor vagina so I'm forced to sitting on the side of my thigh in any chair because putting weight on my kitty right now is a HELL no-no.

I opened up the app after deleting and reinstalling because I was having issues on mobile and every single ask is gone. Every single draft is gone.

Even on the desktop version, its all gone. My drafts and inbox is completely emptied

If you’ve sent any asks for todays theme or asks in general, they’re completely gone from both desktop and mobile