#fmdjake

it was something that duri can say that he thought he would never do inside of a public place. but, it was something that was done, something that was exciting in a sense, and he was a bit giggly about the fact that it was something that happened. at least the two didn’t get caught, right? nonetheless, duri had made sure this his outfit was back to normal, no wrinkles what so ever, and his hair was all smooth and fluffy like it normally is when he was inside of the bathroom. he did his best to cool down his face too, simply from the blush that was upon his cheeks, pretending like he wasn’t inside of the bathroom with jake. nonetheless, duri washed his hands, as anyone would. he proceeds to dry them off them off with paper towels, before carefully tossing them out. he fixes his hair once more with his fingertips, before he makes his way out of the bathroom, like nothing else was going on. he stands off somewhere, in the rather empty area, awaiting for jake to come out now, simply pretending like he was out here the entire time. 

he had been enjoying the time inside of the base culture complex, his curiosity being something that was simply fulfilled because of how curious he was about how it was going to end up looking like, as well as what was inside of it. though, truth be told, duri forgot that it was something that was happening pretty often because no one really got to hear much about what was going on, besides for the fact that it was something that was happening. he also felt pretty cool to see his design sitting inside of the shop that was inside, it’s something that really meant a lot to him because of how much thought he put into it. he just hoped other people found it useful too - though, it might be something that was going to act as more of an aesthetic piece for others; unlike duri who was going to use it for it’s intended purpose. though, he was also going to keep it in his kitchen for the aesthetic purposes. 

❝ yeah i hate you, although you left there hasn’t been a day that i have forgotten you honestly, i miss you, but now i’ll erase you because that will hurt less than resenting you @fmdjake​, sometime august 2016

“don’t stress about it.“ he keeps muttering to himself as he walks around his flat, moving things around, waiting for jake to drop by. he doesn’t remember the last time he had anyone but the manager drop by his place, it was pretty quiet, maybe his shoulder injury was enough for the company to get off his back, but it was a rough year for minhee personally. no matter where he went, where he looked, there was something negative attached to him name and despite the success of polaris, the idol would have much rather been swallowed by the earth. whole if possibly.

he’s mid stressing again as he looks at the table he had set, the food still steaming on the stoves. it was the first time in months he actually cooked, actually put in effort but he is already tired, worried about the fact he might ask jake to leave earlier just so he can wallow in self pity alone. but before he can spiral into it further, the bell rings. the walk to the door isn’t that long, but minhee takes an extra few seconds to hype himself up just enough that when he unlocks the door and pulls it open, he looks somewhat happy.

he still looks like shit, his hair is a mess, outgrown, held up in a messy bun, he’s lost weight, yet again, he feels like shit and just seeing jake is enough to spark some form of anxiety in him. when was the last time they saw each other outside of training? he can’t pinpoint, refuses to stress himself even more just by thinking of it. 

december twenty-fifth; the day that park duri was born into this world. it’s a special day, that’s what birthdays are, they’re special. but, celebrating his birthday was something that duri didn’t do. he stopped celebrating his birthday after his parents’ passed, it was something that just felt way too odd for him, and it was something that he simply felt like he couldn’t explain. his family and friends had accepted that much, even they maybe never quite understood why duri didn’t. but, it was truly thought processes that couldn’t be fully explained, and everyone had just accepted that. there was little things that duri still did, nonetheless, when it came to celebrating, but it was something that was never a full blown-out celebration or a reason to really have multiple happy birthdays sent his way; though, he had gotten used to that part, at least, because he could never explain as an idol why he doesn’t celebrate his birthday. so, he’s kind of just... made to celebrate it in some right and he thanks everyone for the birthday wishes because he is grateful and thankful that people are thinking about him; that always felt nice, warm even. but, he always kept the celebrating and stuff to a bare minimum, when he could. 

luckily, duri had no schedules on his birthday this year, and it was a bit of a relief. after a bit of fun that morning, duri had gotten up, let the dogs out the backdoor to go to the bathroom in the small yard, and he moved to the kitchen. he had made breakfast for himself and jake, as well as making the classic seaweed soup to have with breakfast as well - that was a part of the small celebrating that he did. he thought it was best to have breakfast in bed, a bit of an odd concept, but duri wanted to warmth and comfort of bed, especially being right next to jake. so, he had gotten the tray, put all their food on it, and took it to bed, just so they can eat in the warm bed. it was a moment that made him happy, amongst the sadness that he felt. it was something that nicely washed away, at least for a few moments. 

over the moon. that’s probably the best way that duri could put it that he had managed to room with jake. perhaps that managed to end up being his luck that jake had been randomly selected, which was rather nice - since he was probably going to get better sleep and feel more comfortable within the space of the suite of the resort they were staying in; considering the fact that he was rooming with jake. but, he wasn’t sure how lucky it was, considering how much he likes jake and wants to be his boyfriend. truth be told, it made his heart race a bit.

however, he’s taken out of his thoughts when he hears jake call out for a towel. 

he kind of shakes off his thoughts, before he’s taking the book from his lap and placing it down elsewhere. he gets to his feet, and making his way over. he opens up the small linen closet door, where he’d grab one of the towels - making a note to call down to ask for more, and closing the door again. soon there after, he’d walk to the bathroom that was very close to that linen closet, and he’d walk in. not actually expecting to see jake in the shower. he was a bit shocked, to say the least, his cheeks blushing. 

❝ smooth like butter, like a criminal undercover gon' pop like trouble breaking into your heart like that @fmdjake

minhee thinks jake is fucking with him, there is no other logical explanation.

he has gone the same part over ten times, not counting the first two because he thought those were reasonable requests but... he is starting to get suspicious about the other wasting both their time. it was the fact that minhee didn't need to learn the choreography, he made it. if anything he thinks they were all capable dancers in polaris, learning the main stuff from the video he recorded, ask him for help and details. he thinks that is reasonable, but then again.. when was anything reasonable when jake is around?

"i swear to god, you used to be a better dancer back in the day." he spits, but there is no venom in his words. he uses them to spite the main vocalist into at least putting a bit more effort into their practice. "if you don't kick yourself into gear, i will physically do it-" he threatens, extends his leg and actually kicks jake lightly as a warning. there were so many places minhee would much rather be honestly speaking, being around his girlfriend kind of topping the charts right now, but he doesn't say it out loud. he was an idol first, choreographer second and beating jake into shape third. what more could you really want from him? the full package polaris needs, along with ash to write their songs.

"like i said, you go on the beats, what's so hard about going on the beats?" he motions for the vocalist to follow him, but within the first few beats and moves he stops and turns to look at jake with raised brows "did you also suddenly become musically incapacitated? i wouldn't believe me if you said no, i tell you that." he huffs, hand placed on his hip as he waits for an answer, obviously not having any of jake's fucking around. 

❝ minhee’s picture album pt.1

❝ it's diffеrent for you i want you to do drive me hard only you'rе the maximum roll that let it burn @fmdjake

“i’ve never actually done this before.“ is how the whole situation started and it was a lie. jihoon was part of the drama clubs in college and what not, he had to help people with their lines before. however, those were musical and he was usually tasked with giving them cues and what not.. now he was asked to read through the script with jake and give him pointers and things, which... wasn’t bad.