#flyyn

I know how you drip

When I whisper

Those bad names

In your ear while in public.

Can I take my finger now?

Thinking of you... And when I say this I mean so much more than just the fact that you are in my mind.

I am missing you. And that happens because I am not with you.

But it would happen whether if we were near or far.

Just like loving you makes me blind to the real extent of the distance.

That is because Love does not measures distance.

It simply feels it in the moment.

It does not differ from near or far.

It only differs if you are not here or if you are.

It also does not measure time.

Because some moments in life are worth a life time.

And they stay. Deep inside they stay.

They may be an hour they may have just gone in a day.

They stay.

And when we meet again we keep up with such moments as if they had just happened yesterday.

And even if they had happened today we could already be missing them because they were already past.

And you know how amazing those moments can be and no matter how long they can take they feel as if they had gone so fast.

Because they are past but they stay. Inside.

Those are the marks we carry inside left by the love we had from each other.

I want to be marked again and again by you, again.

I don't need to go further.

You made me reborn as someone better.

As someone I was meant to offer to you.

What may come into our lives it does not matter.

How strong can your mind be

When you grab a pen in your hand

Are you even expected to be strong

When your thoughts expand

Like branches of a tree

Growing miles long

Up into the sky

Covering the land

That lays down below

And you just have to let them out

Let them out as prose, poem or song

Especially when you feel your feelings grow

And begin to take your whole

Why would you need to be strong

Writing should only be about letting out

Not meant for any mind show

So let your light or your darkness or your colors out

Just plant a seed in your mind

You control my actions

And drive my desire

Made me forget all notions

Set my life on fire.

Thinking about you. About US.

On how difficult this all is for both and each of US.

How a "small" distance that used to be covered in just an hour before the pandemic, now seems a huge mileage trip to the other side of the World.

How easy this would have been before.

It would enable US to be together and travel back and forward so easily.

Now, it has been months since we have been together in person.

I miss the touch.

Miss the smile.

Miss the personal interaction.

Miss the scent. Miss the taste. Miss the look of you when you're not looking.

I miss your every fraction. In the present moment. In the past. In the planned future.

Miss to appreciate your grace and lightness whenever you walk with a smile on your face.

Miss the end of the fights when we would almost spank and bite each other on that neverending hungry way punish the flesh and possess the soul. Those bites!!!...

Miss your hair in my fingers.

Miss my fingers on you and in you.

Miss your moan.

Miss to go places with you by my side.

Miss to play your clown in public and go crazy wherever. Whenever...

Miss you in the bed.

Miss you around the house. Miss you here. Miss you there. Miss you everywhere.

Miss to fight with you like cat and mouse.

Our fights have made me think so many times that we were wrong.

But our moments made me feel even more how right we are.

Miss our plans together. Miss our ideas. And the things we do so to not feel so far.

I love you and everything about you.

I love myself when I am with you.

Miss being red, yellow, green, shiny bright colours and not just blue.

I love US more than anything else.

Our dreams are still inside of me.

They will always be.

They were not for yesterday, I must say it with sorrow.

Seems not also for today.

But I believe they will be true tomorrow

Or any other day. And the one after. And the one after. And the one after that.

A book with a never-ending happy chapter.

I keep believing.

I keep loving.

I keep dreaming.

I keep fighting. Because to stop fighting for the true love of my life is to die. And I don't want to die.

I still want to live. I still want to love. YOU. With YOU. Many many happy years.

I never felt I was so much

Until I finally lost everything

You drove me here

So I have to thank You

For Your "magic touch"

That turned my cold harsh winter