#flowersandstems

hey tysm! i’m having a great night, and i hope you are as well!!

 Today I make it clear I’m looking for work in the...

Do you mind if I ask you something about this? (I would have asked but you don’t have the messenger thing and I don’t want to intrude)

im probably going to do that if they ever message me again

i always mean to block them, but then i end up answering their messages

flowersandstems

Sasuke is so ridiculously important Ive only recently even been able to wrap my brain around it myself.

Like when I was younger (i started watching naruto when I was like..8) I thought he was dark and edgy and cool and I idolized him for that. I thought idk his pain made him better than naruto who was all bright and cheery and annoying. And I was so steeped in internalized misogyny I wont even bring up sakura.

But now like its not that hes dark and cool that interest me (cause hes also a giant dork actually and not suave at all). Its that he still loves as intensely as naruto does, he still wants to make the world better as much as naruto does, despite all his darkness. Like that is a kid who is in prime position to give up on the world and either off himself or start blowing shit up and trying to take over the world.

But no. He's too good. Like the manga explicitly says he's too pure. He wants justice, he wants to prevent others from suffering like he and his family did. He's still an idealist. He's just willing to torture himself for them, to try to accomplish all of it on his own. Willing to martyr himself for that cause, for the future. 

But in the end, he can't. He cant do it alone, because as desperately, as truly and purely as he wants this goal- enough to sacrifice his own life and honor- he can't sacrifice naruto. 

He never could. He's been protecting him, drawn to him all his life. Even when he left him he couldn't kill him. He really could never sever their bond. He just loves him too much.

And I dont think I need to explain the RIDICULOUSLY SUICIDAL AND ABSOLUTELY SENSELESS lengths naruto is willing to go to for sasuke. Because he loves sasuke. Not even for his promise to sakura, but because of sasuke. He wants to die with him rather than live in a world without him, or let sasuke live a life alone. Their hearts literally stop beating at the same time.

They are the literal reincarnations of soul mates, who will always be together no matter how long it takes.

And thus we have SasuSaku and NaruHina and Naruto and Sasuke don't even talkt o eachother in the epilogue or even see eachother once.

A lady under an electric blue umbrella gave him some of the sweetmeat she was selling. It was like a crisp bird's nest soaked in honey. Christopher gave some to Tacroy, but Tacroy said he could only taste it the way you tasted food in dreams, even when Christopher firmed him up again. -- page 313, the Chronicles of Chrestomanci: Volume 1 by Diana Wynne Jones

I already answered one of these today so let’s do five nice things about my girlfriend instead:

1: She’s scarily observant. We have a new Sherlock Holmes up in here. (She could easily be some sort of evil genius if she wanted to).

2: She makes THE most adorable Bucky. (and also the sexiest Bucky but that’s another story for another day).

3: HER WRITING HOLY SHIT. I wish more of our rp’s werent via text so I could save them in larger amounts/ for longer periods of time. She puts me to shame.

4: She draws adorable derpy little doodles on our placemats whenever we go out to dinner, and I have about 12 of them all up over my room. Sometimes she draws things for the waiters/waitresses.

tagged by feministlestat

Only the Strong- Flaw

Everything's Alright- Jesus Christ Superstar (2005, Amstetten Austria production)

Dear You (Suffocate)- Higurashi no Naku Koro ni OST cover 

In the End- Linkin Park

Mozaik Roll- Vocaloid (Koma'n cover)

Whisper- Evanescence

Giddy On Up- Laura Bell Bundy

Awake and Alive- Skillet

Okeani- Jelena Tomasevic

Let the Monster Rise- Repo! The Genetic Opera (Anthony Stewart Head)

The Thirst- Lestat (Hugh Panaro)

Having Fun- Tom Milsom (WTNV ep 34)

Blanket of Fear- Papa Roach

Set Fire to the Rain- Adele

In Darkness Let Me Dwell- Edin Karamazov

Shake it Out- Florence + The Machine

Don't Let me Stop you- Kelly Clarkson

All I Ever Wanted- The Prince of Egypt (multilanguage version)

Pechowy jak Polak- Big Cyc

Cross my Heart- Marianas Trench (acoustic version)

And I'll tag sneakytaffer kisakisaxo krinard a-study-in-lunacy and flowersandstems