i can’t decide if he gets the curse of huge boobs from his mom’s side or if reiah is flat as a board. either one works.

anyways :3 abolish growing up learning how to bind properly because reiah tries it out. reiah making sure that her baby is happy and them figuring out their respective genders together. abolish burying his face in his mom’s chest, not even always sexually but sometimes because it just makes him feel safe and warm.

reiah with a hand in its hair, moving its mouth up and down alaric’s erection and teaching it how it’s done.

abolish probably didnt even think about getting himself off until he was well into adulthood because that man is Repressed. even in my au where his parents dont die theres just something up with him idk. his parents are normal but hes just like "i cant jerk off thats a sin or something". no one is telling him this he just decided to feel guilty all the time for some reason. eventually at like nineteen or something he does very awkwardly go to his mom asking for help and they teach him what to do. and then they also eat him out just for fun to watch him squirm

i imagine that reiah doesnt have a very big chest. abolish unfortunately was just very unlucky and ended up with huge boobs that he hates. which is probably one of the main things that pushed him to come out in the first place. he ended up crying about how much he hates that his chest is getting bigger and at first reiah is like "its okay youll get used to it eventually and im sure youll end up loving how you look" but then abolish just sobs harder and says he wishes he could just go back to how he used to look (and feels terribly guilty for absolutely hating how he looks because he looks like a girl and he doesnt want to look like a girl) and reiah is like. hmm. 🏳️‍⚧️...?

not to make this entirely about abolish being trans #oopsies but i think there were definitely a lot of Signs when he was little. he would always get kind of quiet and visibly uncomfortable when wearing dresses (although he would never protest against wearing them because well if his parents want him to then he will, he would never want to make them upset) and would change out of them as soon as he was able to. he hated formal events for that reason, and would always look very awkward and sad whenever his parents would introduce him as their daughter. reiah and alaric definitely picked up on this after a while and started introducing him as just their child instead though because like. well when your kid looks like hes about to start crying because youve referred to him as your daughter the entire day but hes also never told you to call him anything else what are you really supposed to do there

i think that what would finally get abolish to come out thouygh would be like. probably on his 13th birthday or something obviously his parents want him to dress up for it, hes finally a teenager so its more special than a regular birthday which means theyre going to probably have him dress even fancier than usual, and abolish knows this so hes just quietly dreading it. would his parents ever force him to do anything? no of course not but he doesnt want to ever upset them. so he just ends up hiding under his blankets and imagining what itd be like if he got to dress up in a suit instead of a dress and he got to be called abolish instead of his deadname and oh no now hes crying. and whenever alaric goes to get him because its weird that he hasnt gotten up yet, hes usually up really early, alaric finds him crying and is like. Oh Fuck. I Am Not Good At Emotions. but he does his best to comfort abolish and try to figure out whats wrong and eventually abolish admits that he knows hes gonna have to wear a dress and makeup and everything will be pastel and girly but he really really doesnt want any of that. but abolish also says like a million times that its Fine Actually and he'll just get through it because thats just part of growing up and Surely he'll feel better about all this eventually

alaric is pretty much immediately like ohhhhh. so Thats what this is about. and then tries to be as gentle as possible with abolish telling him that he doesnt have to wear dresses, he can wear whatever he wants, if he doesnt want to be a girl he doesnt have to. and abolish is just kind of shocked that alaric somehow doesnt seem to hate him at all. shockingly, his parents who have expressed that they would do absolutely anything to make him happy, do not hate him for being trans. and before the actual party alaric cuts his hair for him and they all go out to buy abolish new stuff to wear that isnt girly. abolish wears fancy boy clothes and hes so happy that hes practically bouncing off the walls and he looks so cutes :3

dude you’ve infected me this is crazy /pos

im so glad ive infected you thats been my evil plan this entire time :3