#fliederfuchs

I got taggedy tagged by @fliederfuchs and guess I’d be nice to fill in this thingy c:

a - age: 20

b - biggest fear: to go blind if I’m being honest here

c - current time: 7:44 pm

d - drink you had last: white cherry tea

e - every day starts with: me not wanting to get up and arguing w/ myself

f - favorite song: hoo boy, I can only go by current song I blast non-stop, which would be Build Our Machine by Dagames. And Rivers in the Desert from the Persona 5 OST!

g - ghosts, are they real: idk?

h - hometown: that one town no one heard of

i - in love with: THE GANG, video games, my Decidueye whose name is Niles, cats, birds, pizza and Akira Kurusu

j - jealous of: some of y’alls hair, it’s just, so, pretty

k - killed someone: not physically, just in the “you’re dead to me” way

l - last time you cried: probably yesterday bc of some shit

m - middle name: procrastination

n - number of siblings: dos

o - one wish: actually finishing something once in my life

p - person you last called/texted: my lovely best friend, whitebock

q - question you’re always asked: oh, uh, idk??? Prolly something like “why....just....why?” And 90% of this is me to myself

r - reason to smile: silly birds, my friends and their awful jokes, my besties cats

s - song last sang: hmm, prolly me singing along to Gospel of Dismay by Dagames (CAN I GET AN AMEN IN HERE?)

t - time you woke up: around 9 am

u - underwear color: black

v - vacation destination: Ireland (and I am excited for it)

w - worst habit: pinching myself when I’m nervous, never finishing what I started, crying a lot

x - xrays you’ve had: e v e r y t h i n g

y - your favorite food: pizza, ice cream, cheesy stuffs, like pizza

z - zodiac sign: pisces

거부는 거부해 난 원래 너무해 모두 다 따라 해 쩔어 

I always forget I reblogged these, I was really hecking surprised when this appeared ohhhh heckkk let’s get started dudes

8: Yankee candle scent:Uhhh I like vanilla I guess

28: Band: Y’all know it’s FewJar. And I also quite like Fall Out Boy, I’m not in the fandom, tho. (oh and Dat Adam.)

29: Singer:Alligatoah? Hope he counts. I really like his style of playing with words. And his songs are connected with many good memories of mine, so, uh, yeah.

38: I wish I was a professional:Writer or artist. Tattoo artist would be quite nice. Maybe I’ll get to that point, maybe not. Rn I’m a regular student with bad grades lol

39: I would like to move to:A big city in Germany, I guess. Maybe not Berlin, maybe something like Dresden or something. Not sure. Just moving out would be great, I am so fucking sick of this hellhole I swear to the Spaghetti Monster

68: The worst sound in the world:Cracking knuckles and nails on hard surfaces. Ugh.

87: The last movie I saw:“What about Bob?”. I saw it with my mother. It was funny, I quite liked it.

110: My Neighbors:They are so hecking rich. They have some sort of company. I live in a hotel, it’s not the biggest, but still. Their house is like two thirds of ours and they are just two people. Sometimes their sons come over, they are in their thirties or something.They are nice people and sometimes I empty their mailbox when they are on holidays again. But we aren’t really close, it’s not more than an occasional small talk I guess

112: Facebook:I have an account there, but it’s really hecking inactive and I follow people from my old family and some guys I was friends with once. Every time I decide to look at my feed I want to rip my eyes out immediatly after. Especially when I see poorly translated memes. Ugh.

117: MySpace:I… don’t know anything about MySpace tbh. So I don’t really think much about it

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:As a drink white chocolate and to eat milk chocolate. I really want to drink white chocolate now.___

Do I believe in:

155: Magic:Do I believe in it? …yeah, kinda. I think I do.

159: Ghosts:I do believe that it the souls of the dead can watch us, but I don’t know if they can interact. I guess only if you ask for it through spells or something (dudes I really don’t know much about magic I am currently reading a book about Witchcraft, but school is getting my ass)

160: Soul mates:I do believe that there can be an extraordinarily strong bond connecting two or more people, but I also believe that it can be broken apart again. I just think some people are destined to meet, no matter if they are meant to stay together forever or not. Some are just meant to cross paths, I guess.

161: Horoscopes:I don’t believe in that newspaper-stuff, but I guess some can be really accurate. I have no idea.

162: God:No, I don’t think I believe in God. At least not the one and only God that showed himself through some burning bushes or something. I think the creator of the universe doesn’t care that much about things.“I believe in a universe that doesn’t care and in people who do” - Angus from Night in the Woods

163: Hell:This is so difficult to answer. For some, this is hell. We all have our personal hell here, I guess. I don’t know.I just think that justice will come if you are like.. bad. I just don’t know if it comes before or after death.

164: Heaven:Same thing with that one.

165: Aliens:Yeah. If the universe is really infinite or just close to it, there would be an infinite number of possible creatures. Like, we have countless alternate universes in our universe. Just, really really far away. I don’t know jack shit about science but it sounds plausible to me.

166: Yourself:Depends on my mood honestly. I think I can get stuff worked out after some time but right now I’m a pile of confusion and mistakes.

167: Fate:uuuuhhhhh yeah, I do. But I also believe that you can change it to some extend

168: Luck:I believe that you get what you deserve. But not immediatly. If you do good stuff you can still have bad luck, but be paid for your actions later.

169: Love at first sight:No, I absolutely do not believe in love at first sight.___

180: Marriage is:A contract made for tax-advantages. It is not a proof of your love. At least in my opinion. If you think otherwise, I absolutely respect your opinion.

189: Last book you read: “Dolores” by Stephen King and yes, I really recommend it if you like Stephen King or badass old ladies telling their life stories.

198: I am really:Confused. I am really really fucking confused and I don’t know what I am doing most of the time. I am going through some really big changes in character and stuff and I don’t know what the fuck I am doing. But it will be okay.

Optional slot:

1: Did you answer all these truthfully?I did answer all of these questions as truthfully as I was able to right now. I could change my opinion on a few things, tho.