#flickerbeats

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞ (yuzuru->ibara)

Ibara stared at Yuzuru for a moment, before pushing himself to his feet. He stood, silent, mouth working as if he tried to say something but in the end, no words came out. He turned away from Yuzuru then and walked up to the window, hands leaning against the window sill.

"Is that your guilt speaking, Yuzuru?" Ibara pulled his shoulders up to his ears, brow resting against the cool glass pane of the window. "Or do you... Do you honestly..."

@flickerbeats : finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for . / crow -> rean

Loving this man isn't something that happened from night to day— it's a feeling that grew stronger with each day that passed, from that fateful day when his fifty mira coin was stolen, to now, years later, as they fight by each other's side against the beginning of a grand scale war.

They're no strangers to the pain and suffering, moreso Rean, who had to watch the light leave the eyes of his friend right there in his arms. It was perhaps only at that moment, when he lost him, that he realized just how important he was to him.

He was given a second chance— a chance to tell him his real feelings. Even if they were to fade away after carrying out their purpose in all of this, then he'd be satisfied that he at least managed to tell Crow this one thing he always wished to.

"Crow, I..." It's hard to even begin— he never did imagine he'd get an opportunity to tell him his feelings, after all. "I don't have feelings for any of the girls— nothing beyond friendship, anyway. Because... I've always loved you."

Oh Aidios, he actually has come around to say it. He expects Crow to flat out reject him— until he feels strong arms wrap around him, and lips press against his own. They're cold, likely because of the fact he isn't quite alive, but still, that's enough to make Rean's heart take leaps as he closes his eyes and kisses him back.

He doesn't want this moment to end.

@flickerbeats : [ LAP ] ― my muse sits on your muses’ lap and teases them. / jun -> koga

He isn't exactly sure what he's doing— his actions are completely out of instinct as he moves to the other man, sitting on his lap, rather annoyed at how he's more interested on the Nintendo Switch in his hands than him.

Koga is clumsy, inexperienced, and it shows with how his first move is to press a hand to the inside of Jun's thighs, awfully close to the area he's actually interested in. Gosh, that game can't be that good.

The wolf frowns a little, an impatient hand pressing to his crotch now— very direct with what he wants, and the little annoyed growl that follows is even more of an indication.

It's when Jun's attention finally shifts to him that he feels rather proud of himself.

"Finally looked over here, eh? If ya don't put that down and give me attention right now I'm gonna bite yer dick off."

Not something he actually means— but he hopes it gets the message across that he really needs Jun in him right now.

flickerbeats: “  i’m all yours.  not going anywhere. ” / chuuya

                  ❛   I know .  ❜    words above a whisper  ,  you couldn't gather the strength to look at chuuya right now  ———  he did nothing wrong  ,  you did   :  your paranoia  ,  the fear of abandonment  ,  the constant what if's and what could be's taking over mindframe  .  you're not sure what caused it  ,  but lately you became worried that the both of you would become distant  .  you know your work schedule is hefty  ,  chuuya's overseas alot   ———  you're scared  .  you're scared the security of your love for one - another would begin to weaken  .  to you  ,  irrationality breeds anger (  and vice versa  )  and before you know it  ,  you're spiraling and freaking out no longer internally  ,  but externally  .  for the first time  ,  chuuya saw the result of what happens if you're alone with your thoughts for too long  .             ❛   I'm  .  .  .  sorry  .  i'll get the room cleaned up  .  I just  .  .  .  I worry that maybe one day ya'gonna get tired of us not spendin' as much time with eachother  ,  that we're gonna drift apart or somethin'  .  I don't .  .  .  I don't want to lose'ya  ,  okay  ?    ❜   the tear that streams down your cheek is swiped away by a shaken finger  ,  which then reaches to grab his  .  ❛  I ain't going anywhere either  ,  I love ya and I mean that  .  we're gonna be alright  .  ❜  you're saying this to not only him  ,  but yourself , too .  

send   😳  if your muse thinks mine is pretty.

send   😳  if your muse thinks mine is pretty.

"You  look  so  pretty  like  this." The comment is accompanied by a grin, and although it has a slight intent of teasing the younger, it's also completely genuine. To be able to look at Niki like this, beneath him, hair free from the confines of his hair tie and cascading around him on the pillow— it just reminds him how lucky he is to be able to call this man his future wife.

Hovering over him, the red head leans down, tongue making its way to the other's neck and leaving a wet trail behind before he nibbles on the skin. It's not done with enough force to leave any marks, but it satisfies his possessive urge— for now, at least.

"Niki-kyun~ yer not allowed to show anyone else this side of yours, ya hear me?"

flickerbeats:  ❝ i’ll go with you, if you don’t want to be alone. ❞ / chuu chuu chuuya

             ❛   thanks , darlin'  .  .   .  ❜     words trail  ,  sapphires looking towards the ground  ,  as if your shoes became the most interesting thing to look at .  chuuya has always been supportive of your decisions  ,  a definite pillar in your life .  this is something that needed to be done  ,  you were  ,  truthfully  ,  TERRIFIED to do it alone . you want to admit it  :  (  I don't want to be alone  )  ,  but damn it  !  the words just wouldn't leave your mouth  .  

instead  ,  you suck in a deep breath then drag out a lengthy exhale  .  forcing a smile  ,  fingers slightly interlock with the redhead's   ,  aqua nails running against them  (  he was so warm  ,  so very warm  )  .    ❛    i'll  ,  uhm  .  .  .   ❜   a pause  ,  you're trying to convince yourself  ,   ❛   i'll be alright  ,  besides  ,  ya'got work  ,  yeah  ?   I don't wanna take ya'away from ya'job if ya'gonna be needed  .  I still got lex  ,  pretty sure he'll bark like crazy if somethin' is up  .   ❜    you've traveled a lot in your time  ,  but this one was different .  katrijna wanted to meet you  .  you already knew what was going to happen  .