#flawlesslyforever

I dunno how many of you can say your friends have done this or would do this for you. 

It's not the same at all. You still have so many possibilities at your fingertips. You can do absolutely ANYTHING you want. Be with anyone. It's nowhere near as exhausting as trying to figure out why you still love the person who just dragged you by your hair or how you can love someone so clearly wrong for you. Or trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with you that the person who clearly had absolutely NO problem fucking you, now doesn't want anything to do with you or the baby he helped create. Who now says the weight you've put on is a problem. You haven't had to deal with the insecurities that come from knowing you don't want ANYONE to look at your body because it absolutely disgusts yourself so how could anyone else even want to look at it, let alone touch it? You're gorgeous and you're just so oblivious to even notice all the guys who look at you. 

Dude, I love you, so much but until you realize how much energy being in love suckers out of you, only then you will understand how terrifying it is. I feel so much older than 22 sometimes. I feel like my life has been so fucked up from the beginning that maybe I should just step back and do everything I can to make sure nothing bad like that happens to Bella. I'm so tired. And it's so much easier to just step back and not do anything emotionally draining like that than deal with it. I just want sleep lol. 

I love you, but you're biased. I am fat and not pretty at all. We have discussed this love. 

I'm laughing so hard. Oh and to top it all off, he's seen Frozen! :D