#flashkushswag

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Do I follow you? Yes  | No | Just now

there is a perfect girl out there for me in everyway but shes not gonna be perfect, she must has some imperfections or it will just be a nightmare for me. if i could write down the qualities and charactistics that i want the perfect girl to have you would see that i dont want her to be perfect but i want her to be balanced. i want her to get mad yell and shout at the things that piss her off. i want her to have her own cruel humor, her own style, i dont want her to like everything that i like because i like to try new things and hopefully she'll be the motivation and get me to try them. i her to be %30 angel & %70 devil. someone who can get down and dirty if needed to. but i also want someone who can get scared but wont let fear get in the way of the things they want to do. a girl who can look at me say that they're proud of who i am & who can accept me for me wouldnt change a thing, maybe some small things here and there. i would like my girl to be someone to look up to so i can push myself to be better, better for them and myself. thats the kind of girl i want, a down & dirty, creative, ride or die and stays true to herself. that isnt askig for much is it ?

Okay cool -_-

or girls who are a little bit bigger. they can get it.

i dont need someone to inbox me and tell me something i already know

NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ON TUMBLR. TUMBLR WASNT LIKE THIS A YEAR AGO. IT WAS PRETTY MUCH JUST RANDOM BAND GIFS, HARRY POTTER, POKEMON JOKES, MEME COMICS AND THINGS YOUR ABSOLUTELY LOVE. NOT ITS ALL JUST HYPE AND SHIT JUST A BUNCH OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BE POPULAR AND GET WHAT THEY CANT IN THEIR REAL LIVES. TUMBLRS NOT FUN LIKE IT USED TO BE AND IT MAKES ME REALLY CONSIDER TO DELETE AND GET OVER IT.

makes me wanna give up because its crazy on how someone pretending to be someone else or pretending to be someone they're not can get some much attention and so many followers also getting messages saying oh so you real so dope, dope blog i love you, your and inspiration . the fuck serisously! while im over here talking and posting some real shit, that none of my followers care about if i may add, and being real as fuck i get none of that shit. i do get the constant reminder from my loyal followers who been down from the start and who actually understand what im saying. i bet if i was some mixed chick with like 15 different ethnicities, look like i should model and were tons of make up nice boobs always talking topless pics or showing my boobs and spaming pics of myself i be my blog would be considered dope or if i was some random guy with abs and tons of tattoos and pics or gifs of my licking my lips or biting my lips i would be considered dope. dont get me wrong there are some blogs or should i say people, i dont know? but they do have these characteristics but the personality to back it up they just dont post pics of themselves and reblog pics of other stuff and answer anon questions they probably ask themselves to get attention. they put a bit of themselves into their blogs to connect with their followers not just post pics of them selfs and when people say your beautiful your sexy and reply with a thank you cant you see that theyre only doing it for the attention that all they wanna hear is you saying they're beautiful and your feeding them that. its obvious they are extremely attractive but do you really need reinsurance from 100 other people. with that being said yeah i may not know their story, that they feel unattractive and that people may have called them ugly they who life. but beauty is more of a state of mind if you believe its they and you feel it then you dont have to worry about what others may say. when i look in the mirror i dont see what others see when they say im cute or whatever but i do my best to make myself feel attractive and give myself confidence to were im like yeah i am pretty cute. but its just that tumblr isnt like what it used to be when i first got on over a year ago, now its more like a popularity contest of who has to most followers and who gets the most messages. and people would go to any lengths to get that even if it means stealing someones pics and becoming who they're not.