#flamazing

I'm on day 5 of 5 of working ridiculously busy shifts. what did I even do this week apart from fighting for my life.

hardware store (twice). was so good and didn't buy any plants or bike accessories. Baumarkt beloved, I wish I had the time and the tools to build things. (I'll have tools and space soon)

bathroom DIY! mixed results but overall okay after a friend pep-talked me through my anxieties with an anecdote and a helpful audio highlighting the pronunciations of caulk and cock, while another one supplied me with silicone jokes. friends beloved what would I do without you.

got a playlist <3 (I'm still where we left off and haven't had the chance to sit down and continue listening)

tswift bracelets from a co-worker after I spent an entire day quietly singing the 🙂 I want to kill him 🙂 line to myself

Muppets Habanera. again. <- indicator of my overall work sanity. when there's meeping I have crossed the line

got rained on on my bike (of course) (several times) (one time there was sleet)

last time I read a book apparently was 10 days ago, which doesn't stop me from lugging around an 800+ page tome (just in case). pLEASE I want to read.

met a friend to get a drink (I tried vegan something something pearls in my boba and it tasted like wet raisins. evil.), walk around, go to bookstores. I brought the week's tip to get myself a treat and didn't find a single book I liked :|

my monstera is growing a new leaf! go baby plant go!

still/again deep in the WHAT HAVE I DONE re: moving

I do not recommend working hospitality five days in a row unless you really really want to lose your mind (although I did have some lovely, engaging conversations this week). anyways day five of five is finally over and I get one (1) day off that I will use to get a haircut and fold my laundry, and possibly even go for a walk and smell some flowers

oh also the yearning is eating me alive but what else is new. experienced some casual physical touch this week and it's fine I'm fine everything is fine (everything is not fine)

what a week.