#five sos

these are both great ideas wow but honestly… fuckboy!Luke got me

ugh okay so, fuckboy!Luke catching feelings would be nothing less than unexpected. Like, are you kidding? fuckboy!Luke & feelings? what a joke. Then came you, you brought out something different. Something he had never felt before. He never knew it was love until one day and that day changed something in him, he felt like a new man. It’s funny because he remembers it clear as day too considering how drunk he was. 

He took her to a party at Ashton’s house and it was well into it. Everyone was drunk, high, or honestly even a little bit of both. He watched her get up from the place on his lap, his hands sliding down from her waist, nodding his head as she excused herself. He watched her walk off, making sure no one tried anything or said anything and he could tell by the stumble in her step that it was time to go home. Wait, why did he care? She was his latest fuck and he’s supposed to be stringing her along just to let her down lightly next week. Okay, but he said that last week? Because he had the same realization last week? Because he realized it had been going on for weeks? Wait, has this been going on for a month? This felt weird and Luke really wasn’t sober enough to figure out what the hell he was feeling about this girl. point was, it was time to take her home. 

“C’mon, I’m taking you home once you’re done.” Luke said from outside of the bathroom after knocking lightly with his knuckles.“But I’m just starting to have fun,” Luke could hear the pout in her voice and he didn’t care. He needs to take her home before she drunkenly ends up with someone else. Why does he care? He doesn’t, or he doesn’t think he does? No, he doesn’t care,“You’ve had enough fun. Let’s go.” He retorts as the door swings open and she huffs but obliged by grabbing his hand and following him out of the house. They stood on the sidewalk as Luke pulled out his phone to order them an Uber back to hers then he’ll get one back to his, he’s just bringing her home. Not staying the night or any of that. She took this chance to wrap her arms around his waist and lean into him yet he didn’t flinch. “this would be nicer if you held me in return,” she mumbled into his shoulder 

“we’re not like that.” He stated firmly and with that, he shimmied out of her arms gently and helped her into the Uber and heading to her place. Once they arrived he helped her out of the car and walked her in and to her room. He stood at the door with his arms crossed the whole time she got herself ready for bed all the way until she climbed into bed and pulled the blankets up. He couldn’t understand why he so badly he just wanted to climb into bed with her and wrap his arms around her and pull her close. He was itching so badly to do it and little did he know she was dying for him to do that also. She wanted to know what it feels like to fall asleep, both their breathing in sync. At the same time she knew Luke wasn’t like that. Hell, she was lucky enough to make it this far, it’s unheard of for him to take one of his one night stands to a party as his arm candy despite the fact he wouldn’t let you link arms or hold hands unless it was on his terms.

Letting out a deep but quiet breath he flicked the light of her room off as he turned around and made his way down the stairs and outside to order his Uber home. He felt like an ass for leaving her like that and she would never know that. No one would ever know that. 

During his ride home he thought about that party. It was so different. She was making attempts at showing affection to him? As if she wanted to be with him? No, no girl has ever done that. Is that why he felt the way he did? The whole night she willingly stayed close to him, was ready to talk to his friends. Constantly brushing her hand against this, any time he held her hand she laced their fingers together to keep him close. He liked that. He loved that. Love? It’s love. Luke Hemmings is falling in love and he is nothing less than scared. 

ok so my mind went WILD with this, im sorry I lowkey hurt my own feelings I think