#fitzonthetele

I love this ship, than ks :)

i do remember and i also remember wanting to write a fic based off of this idea so thank u

also i uh. forgot the details in general and skimmed through the ask and didn’t see the details u provided so this isn’t exactly what u wanted im sorry

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tobi could barely tell what was going on around her. all she knew is that she was throwing up in the front of a house from a panic attack. the chatter from inside rang in her ears, and she wanted to go home.

tears stung in her eyes as she heaved again, more vomit landing on the ground in front of her. god, this fucking sucked.

she gasped slightly when she felt a hand on her back, and she lifted her head to see who it was.

cam was crouched by her, concerned look on his face as he began to rub her back. she shuddered out a breath, trying not to throw up again as her head dropped forward again. “you’re alright, tobes,” he assured softly.

tobi was grateful for his presence. she heaved again, but nothing came out this time. she spat on the ground instead, cringing at the taste in her mouth.

the hand on her back never left. cam didn’t speak too much, just reassuring words every once in a while, telling her that she was gonna be okay. after a little bit she started to believe him as the heaving slowed to a stop.

“you alright? think you can go inside?”

“i’m- not sure,” she sniffled, wiping her eyes.

“okay. I’m getting a cold rag for you. just stay here.”

she nodded. “okay. thank you, cam.”

poor baby

~

toby hadn't even opened twitter when it happened. tens of drafted tweets from his phone getting posted. at first it was just the joke tweets or unfinished ones, but then they turned to love tweets, to almost love confessions of one person. 

toby hadn't even been paying attention to her phone that day until it started buzzing with all the notifications. she was just about to check what was going on when cam texted her.

is there something you want to tell me?

now toby was really confused.

what are you talking about?

toby, i saw what you spammed twitter with. I have your notifications on, you know.

toby stared at the text. she hadn't even posted anything on twitter! she finally checked what her notifs were going off with, and her eyes widened in fear as all of her drafts were now onto twitter, and thousands of people had seen it.

oh god im so so sorry you weren't supposed to see any of those I swear I didn't post any of them I don't know how they got out

she was shaking a little bit, an anxiety attack in the works. 

her phone began to ring, and it was cam. she swallowed thickly, trying not to start crying as she answered it shakily. “hello?”

“are all of those true?”

toby’s breath hitched. “yeah,” he said after a long pause. 

it was silent on cams end, and toby was near close to breaking down.

“im coming over. stay calm for me, okay?”

before toby could respond, cam had ended the call.

god bless u

~

for this podcast, they decided to switch up the seating arrangement. instead of jay sitting next to cam, toby sat next to cam while jay took a spot next to matt. eric and mason weren’t showing up on the podcast again, so it wasn’t too crowded at the table.

the podcast hadn’t started up yet, as their crew was sitting making sure the mics worked. they were filming, however, for their patreon. 

jay and matt were talking about something cam didn’t care too much about. toby listened intently, hands holding up his cheeks.

cam looked over at toby, smiling fondly at her. she looked so cute like that. and her hair looked really soft for some reason. cam chuckled at himself and pulled toby’s headphones down to his neck before running his hand through toby’s hair.

toby stopped, but then smiled and leaned into it. it felt really nice to him. 

“what kinda gay shit is this?” matt’s voice and jay’s giggles broke the silence cam was desperately trying to keep.

cam sighed, not lifting his hand from toby’s hair. “cant you go back to your weird conversation and leave me be?”

“not when youre literally petting toby,” jay giggled again.

cam rolled his eyes, ignoring the blush that was probably growing on his face.

“well, I personally think he should keep going,” toby mused with a grin.

“of course you do, youre the one getting pet!” matt argued.

i missed this ship im ngl, thank u for reqing it ily

~

toby watched as cam proceeded to make the younger kids laugh with his impressions and jokes. 

cam’s smile was bright like his eyes were as he acted out his current impression. he moved perfectly, and his face was just stunning.

toby sighed a little bit. he loved this boy.

toby stopped. love? did he really feel that way? and towards cam?

he thought about it. what did he feel like when he was with/saw cam?

cam made him feel happy, that was a start. cam always made him feel happy, when he was sad or angry or worried.

cam made him feel safe. whenever he had a panic attack, cam was there, talking him through it and holding him close. when he was with cam, he felt the safest he’d ever felt.

and cam made him feel…good in general. cam was this beacon of light, always bringing a warm feeling to him when he smiled or grabbed him and pulled him close.

toby’s face flushed at the realization.

ah yes an amazing trope

~

cam regretted moving in with toby after school.

it wasn’t because toby was a bad roommate or anything. in fact, he was the exact opposite. he was the perfect roommate. and that’s why cam regretted it. 

toby was too perfect. well, to him, anyways. he had been crushing on the boy since they had first met, and boy had it stuck. 

cam had been trying to find the perfect time to confess to toby. but god, it was so hard to when toby was just so…perfect.

when cam had woken up, toby was already in the kitchen, humming and making breakfast. 

cam walked to the table, sitting down while yawning. he was too tired to really say good morning.

toby noticed him soon though, and smiled. “morning, cam!” he said cheerily, putting the now finished breakfast onto a plate and placing it in front of cam. 

to cam, toby always made the best breakfast. no matter what it was, he just couldn’t possible fuck it up.

he took one bite, and was already in heaven. 

“oh my god, these taste so good, I love you.”

cam always said “I love it”, not “I love you”.

toby giggled nervously, blushing a little. “you-you what?”

it took cam a minute to process toby’s confusion, and when he did, he was awake in an instant, filled with panic. 

“fuck, I mean- I mean I love it! I love the food! not uh, not…” he couldn’t bring himself to finish the sentence. he never could when he didn’t mean something.

absolutely,

~

cam was absolutely heartbroken. he knew it had happened for the best; if anyone found out he was gay, hed get jumped in an instant. but god, it still hurt his heart. 

toby was the absolute love of his life, and hearing toby say “im breaking up with you” shattered his heart. toby was moving, and had stated that he couldn’t handle long-distance. 

cam sat on his bed, hugging his pillow, letting the tears flow. he couldn’t stop crying even if he wanted to.

his mother came in, frowning when she saw cam’s red and puffy eyes. “baby, whats wrong?” she asked, sitting on the edge of his bed.

cam couldn’t tell her the truth. she’d kick him out in an instant. 

he shrugged instead. “I-I guess im just…in a sad mood.”

his mother rested a hand on his cheek before kissing his head. “oh, I know those days. sometimes you just gotta let things out. just relax, okay? itll be okay.”