This is me at the moment. Not sure where and how i want to live my life (like i always kind of wanted to live in another european country and now would be my chance as i'm completely free and unbound, but there are also so many hindrances like high rents, bureaucracy, language troubles, finding a place to live from afar, being scared of everything, don't knowing anybody there and biggest of all not knowing if i really want it or if its more a 'yeah that would be cool but oh well not worth all the trouble' thought). So i'm not getting anywhere at all just because i just don't really know where i want to get, just drifting out in the open ocean (or in my case more accurately: stuck in an endless loop animation ☻)














