#first-post

"Can you see me?"

When you open your eyes you find yourself in a odd place, it's the classic and yet hit game world of warcraft.. who says that???.. ahem— but either way, as you stand among the lush trees and the pineneedle grass of digital vortex sloshed against your feet which leaves an i pleasant feeling.. ahem– you feel like you're looking for something. Someone??? Well– Can you find Mii?— Mii?? Me!!

what you need to hear right now.

take a few deep breathes and see which picture you are most drawn to. this is a timeless reading. this is a general reading, so take whatever resonates and leave the rest.

p i l e 1

(the letters)

Have you been bottling up your feelings recently? you may be doing this unconsciously or consciously. you need to know that it's okay to open up to other people. it's okay to be emotional. it's normal; it's human. you should really try talking to someone about your feelings, if you don't feel comfortable with that, then you should try writing your feelings down. if you bottle up your feelings for too long, you are prone to having a breakdown. so it's good to express your feelings. you shouldn't carry unnecessary burdens you put on yourself. you may had a fight with someone and feel disappointed with them and the situation. it's a misunderstanding. try to communicate with them and sort things out. if you are interested in anyone right now, be bold and go talk to them.

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free

be exact who you want to be. be the person who stands up for themselves and their dreams. be the person who is proud to be themselves. be the person who is strong and vulnerable; wild and free. these chains could never hold someone like you, I think it's time you finally break free.

(- nikki banas)

p i l e 2

(the folder)

have you been procrastinating? you need to cultivate your talents and hobbies. focus. you may feel like everything is going wrong and everything is so overwhelming. you could have also been waking up late recently. (waking up at 3pm culture 😋) don't give up on your hopes and dreams. you can do it! you've been through so much. i am so proud of you. you need to get out of this rut. get some sleep! don't be so hard on yourself. be patient with yourself and your progress. stop procrastinating, and do the things you're supposed to do. are those 15 missing assignments i see? if your feeling unmotivated, i would suggest you to make a pinterest board with motivation things. "you can be where you want in the next six months or you can be where you are now. six months can be the same time as a year". get your shit together!

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self worth.

the only one who gets to decide your worth is you. it doesn't come from your bank account or the number of friends you have. it doesn't come from what someone else says you are worth. its called self-worth for a reason - it comes from you. it comes from being yourself and being proud of who you are. it comes from being someone that you can count on and someone you love. the numbers will change with time, but what won't change is who you are deep inside - beautiful, limitless, wonderful, creative, strong, capable - and that is where your worth comes from.

(-nikki banas)

tomorrow.

once the day comes to a close, let it remain closed. you did your best with everything that came your way today. even if you made mistakes, had some trouble, or struggled balancing everything into one little day, let the page turn into tomorrow. it's okay if everything didn't go as planned - things don't always do. so set down your troubles, your doubts, and your heartaches from today. do not let them carry into tomorrow because they do not serve a purpose there. let them go and try your best tomorrow.

(-nikki banas)

"be bright, be you"

p i l e 3

(the checklist?)

some of you aren't expressing your feelings. maybe you don't want to ask for help, because you don't want to seem "vulnerable". you should, nobody will judge you for wanting help. asking for help will help you be a better leader. you should explore your interests, and if you want to step up for a leadership position in some of your interests. trust yourself. be patient and don't give up. if you broke up with an ex, or stopped being friends with someone dear to you, you will move on quickly. they didn't deserve you anyways. you need to get rid of your mental fog. write down your anxious thoughts and read them as if you were a different person, and ask yourself, are these thoughts really realistic?

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just breathe.

pause. amidst the busyness during the days of back to back appointments, celebrations, and meetings. during the moments when life seems to be moving at one hindered miles per hour. pause. take it all in, right where you are now. reacquaint yourself with who you are. remind yourself that you're doing your best and that is all you can do. pause. allow yourself to take a moment to stretch and feel your muscles relax. let any tension fall away. pause. take in as much air as your lungs will allow and just breathe. you are doing better than you think.

(-nikki banas)

"you may not realise it, but you make me smile everyday."

"lemme keep you in my pocket"

"i have so much of you in my heart"

"be bright, be you"

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thank you for reading. have a great day/night.

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