First Memory
by Louise Glück
Long ago, I was wounded. I lived to revenge myself against my father, not for what he was — for what I was: from the beginning of time, in childhood, I thought that pain meant I was not loved. It meant I loved.

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First Memory
by Louise Glück
Long ago, I was wounded. I lived to revenge myself against my father, not for what he was — for what I was: from the beginning of time, in childhood, I thought that pain meant I was not loved. It meant I loved.

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now I'm curious
What age is your first discrete memory?
younger than age 2
around age 2
around age 3
around age 4
around age 5
older than age 5
this isn't about where you think your continuous memories start, but rather what you think is the earliest thing you can remember (even if it's only a few seconds or a quick image)
My first memory
First Memory -Â J Edward Neill
first memory is you sending me an ask torturing kane lol
what can I say he’s just so fun to hurt 🥰✨
first memory of you was seeing one of your k&j chapters and from there I was hooked lemme tell you

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My first memory of you is when you wrote you don't understand why people like Chloé cuz you watched her insult her sister and it made you angry (you caught my attention then tho)
Yeah I still hate that about her.
I hate victim blaming.
☼ and ✧
☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.)Â
Lú's first memory was from when she was a little elfling. She had woken up from a terrible nightmare - Beren instantly took her into his arms, while Luthien attended Dior who had woken up from his twin's cries.
She fell asleep on his chest and Beren had to hold her for the whole night - she was too afraid to let him go. The next morning everyone had woken up to see flowers blooming inside their home.
Lú dreamt of losing her family - and later when she was safely tucked in her father's arms, she realized she was safe with them and it made her happy - her emotions are linked her magic, so it caused flowers to bloom inside their home. It was also the first time everyone realized she was born with magic - but also a time Melian had realized Lú was immortal.
✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.)Â
Lú is bit of an artist - she loves painting the grassy fields of Tol Galen. It's one of the ways she learnt to keep her strong emotions under control and not let it get the best of her - it calmed her. Sometimes she unintentionally drew flowers or plants that weren't there - it was her wild imagination. So, later she found herself trying to grow the same flower or plant she drew.
She mostly likes singing - the reason why she was named after her mother. She enjoys walking through Tol Galen with a tune or a song during her free time.
The very first memory is you breaking my heart with Healing Edge. And me having a minor freakout when I realised you were in the discord. I'd been rambling about your fic and you responded with a "you'll see" and I literally stared at my phone completely blank because "holy fuck thisbis embarrassing"
HAHA! embarrassing
Look, I was stunned. I was just scrolling through a very long discussion on other things that was like a week old at that point, and then I saw that. And then I stared at my phone for a full minute until I was like, "Hold up, that's me. What?"
And then I suckered you in to talking to me. Which is apparently my way of making friends. Who knew? (me, i knew) Essentially my way of being all "hello, talk to me about literally anything." No one believes me when I say that. You're now my advocate. I'll hire you and pay you in songs.
Tell me what you're first memory of me was (on anon if you want)!