lol researching adhd and recognizing myself in almost every symptom is like the whole brand new fucking world.
last week I had a big fight with my bff because APPARENTLY this shit in my head had been acting up. I said something bad to her and forgot about it literally two seconds later. so ofc she got angry and then we started arguing.
we’ve just spoken.
bff: you called me [that word]. it was really insulting.
me: no, I didn’t lol.
bff: yes, you did and my husband can confirm that.
me: ...
me: okay, remember that one time I had a real meltdown because I was afraid something was wrong with my head? girl, let me tell you...
so we had a little talk about that, I apologized for the things I most likely said (now I’m getting a feeling like I really have said that). and she recalled a story: last summer, when she was under enormous stress for a couple of weeks, she became very absentminded and was forgetting everything and just couldn’t concentrate. “remember I told you about that and you told me I had basically described your day-to-day life? and I was kinda shocked about that. remember that?” lol, no, I don’t remember. but thank you for understanding, best friend <3
I explained her everything, told her that I’m getting an appointment with a doctor ASAP. she was very supportive.
