#finnamy

same :(

36. Our muses sitting at their his child’s sickbed.

(post-panem again heh)

When Amy got the call from Annie, she couldn’t believe it. She rushed to the hospital as fast as her car would go, but it still took hours to get from Six to Four. When she finally got there, she rushed into the building, passed the reception desk and found the intensive care unit on her own. 

She entered the room slowly, seeing Ethan and Finnick through the open doorway. The little boy she’d helped bring into the world, now hooked up to so many wires and tubes, his father holding his small hand between both his own.

She stopped at the foot of the bed, facing Finnick but looking down at Ethan. Jesus, hadn’t he and Annie been through enough already?

“They still don’t even know what’s wrong with him,” Finnick said quietly, to which Amy looked back over at him. “They’ve done test after test all day. It’s like these people don’t even know what they’re doing.”

Amy understood what he meant. It always felt like that when it was your own loved one in trouble. She walked over and placed a hand on her friend’s shoulder as he wiped his tired eyes.

“Where’s Annie?” she asked softly.

“She needed to rest. She didn’t want to, but I all but begged her to.” Amy listened as she pulled up a chair beside Finn’s, sitting down and resting her arms on the bed. There was silence for a few moments before Amy spoke again.

This is hard because sometimes it’s more of a matter of who DON’T I ship him with. But if I had to pick a top 3:

1. Clarke Griffin - whatever Clarke’s feelings are, I do sometimes feel like at least at this point, Clarke is IT for Bellamy. I could probably rant about it forever if I really wanted to, but here’s the thing - it’s the first relationship in which Bell isn’t a king (with the kids) or a knight (with Octavia) or a lowly servant (on the Ark). He’s her equal and she’s his - he’s the heart to her head. Wherever they go, I think they’ll always love each other deeply, even if they’re not together. Ideally I’d like to see them get together after literally every other ship has been exhausted - where they are the last stop for each other.

2. John Murphy - they definitely fucked before “Murphy’s Law”. I stand by the headcanon that John Murphy lost his virginity to Bellamy Blake. And they were starting to get to a good place before well…everything mid-season 2. Toxic? Hell yes. But I think that now, they’re at least at a point of respect and less of a god-worshiper relationship. Which is important. And if they’re not shippy, at least you can’t get tired of the bromance. Murphy is such a power bottom - and at the point they’re at now, I feel like he’d keep Bell in check at the same time that he loved all of Bell’s darkness.

3. Finn Collins - what can I say other than I think they balance each other out? Finn’s got the optimism and wittiness that Bell needs, and honestly, he’s willing to hope. Bell’s harder, even though they come from similar places (Mecha and Factory). I loved their bromance, but sometimes I thought the gazing got out of hand. And you know what? When Finn (aka the writers) fucked up, Bellamy immediately tried to pull him off the dark path Bell had already traveled. He sees him and he understands him and just KNOWS. And I thought that was powerful and just really underrated. Bellamy had really grown to care about Finn outside of the Spacewalker act. *sobs* Oh well - at least I still have fanfiction.

Runner-ups include Bellamy/Echo (because he deserves a hot Grounder SO too!) and a FWB! or aromantic!Braven. 

(Ask me about my demiromantic bisexual Bellamy Blake headcanons PLEASE)

your kiss is like a lost ghost {finn&bellamy}

{listen}

young love - eli lieb | bruised - jack’s mannequin | and the world was gone - kahn | youth - george baxby | the world spins madly on - the weepies | i and love and you - the avett brothers | wildest dreams - eli lieb | past lives - clayton sturgeon | come back when you can - austin white | always & forever - wakey!wakey!

based on “this love is alive back from the dead” by octaviaing. go read it.