#finally...a pinned

I go by many names but for this blog I'll be using Question or just Q. I'm a gender-failure so you can call me any pronoun. I personally enjoy bro nouns LOL.

I'm a war immigrant that suffered from childhood/sibling abuse and have AUDHD. I'm well over 20 but due to autism I act/think much younger.

I'm an INFP and just so you know I am very random and switchy: manic/depressed, childish/old bag, cute interests or dark/violent/weird interests, pervy/sex-repulsed, outgoing/reclusive. So don't be surprised or expect too much from me, but I'll try to keep myself in check tho. but tbh I have no sexuality I only care about fictional gays LMAO

Uhm... I try to draw and write. I always dreamed of making it as a cartoonist but due to anxiety and lack of support but also wrist pains I will only do it sparingly. I'm currently learning music production + sewing and am trying baking/confectionery on the side.

My fandom names are a secret but I will be posting multiple fandom content here, things that I deem not good enough or too risky for main. It can be either ship/thirst trap(fanservice) or angst/horror content.

If you want to know specifics though: I post #ikemarth and other ships with ike/hector/ephraim (#aiku! • #hecc • #eph) I tag each FE series by their continent xept for #3H, #Fates and #FEE. I like wander over yonder's peepers/lord hater (#woy • hatey bo batey • #why am i in love with a giant eyeball • #death glare,) and multiple #keroro gunso ships&things (mostly of #zoruru or #dororo). I also like Shulk (#xb • #shulkie bubbie!), Terry Bogard & Rock howard (#the terry tales... #RAWK YOU!), Sonic/Shadow (#sth or #sonadow), Rex Dangervest (#lego, no dedicated rex tag yet) and #Odin Sphere's Oswald (#the ozzlerrr!). And Street Fighter (#sf)'s #Ryuken.♡

As for #cookie run I just tag them by their full names. I mostly blog about #Clotted Cream Cookie and #Dark Choco Cookie (#ClottedChoco) but there's also #Chocolate Bark Cookie (#Chocobark bros) and I also like #Stardust Cookie and #Cream Unicorn Cookie aswell as #Almond Cookie and #Steak Cookie.

This blog will hopefully help me to come out of my shell and teach me to be less perfectionist. If you read it till this point then thank you and yoroshiku. 👻✨️

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"Why can't I follow you? "

I mean...You can, but... In the past I had some really possessive people or toxic friendgroups and it had scarred me. I also always feel like people will hate me the more they know about me, or I get so uncomfortable when I get put on a pedestal of sorts. I sometimes don't know how to deal with kindness--sometimes it makes me even more insecure or even pessimistic. And I start comparing myself with others and try too hard to people-please while compromising myself. I will start avoiding/ghosting regardless. I can't deal with holding so much disappointment, so... in order not to burn out I'd like to keep some distance.

You are totally fine to interact with me on a surface level: we can talk about our favorite characters and fandoms and ships, you're free to like, comment and message me once in a while: but talking everyday on a personal level is where it becomes difficult for me to keep up.

And I just want to enjoy my interests organically, not with pressure.

But if you do happen to follow me then please talk to me about the thing you followed me for! That way I won't get anxious and you'll have more chance that I'll post about the thing!!! 👏

I honestly love talking about characters and ships and feeling the nostalgia...It's one of the few things that actually gets me to open up!☆ So please, don't feel bad if you wanna talk to me about them~♡ (°w°)

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My kins & F/O's for the lulz~😂👌 (Sharing OK☆)

Not pictured: Shu Itsuki (Ensemble Stars), Hatchin (Hatchin & Michiko), Dark Choco Cookie (Cookie Run), Judy & Muffy (Animal Crossing), Syoko Hoshi (Idolmaster Cinderella Girls), Teddie (Persona 4), Yusuke (Persona 5), Charlotte/Nagisa (Madoka Magica)

Basically I identify with characters who are either very dreamy & theatrical or very gloomy pessimists who went through their own abuse. But some of them wild & hyperactive rebels who aim to prove themselves while others are meek nerds who are stuck in their own world and do things on their own terms.

Other specifics you can find listed are frail bodied characters, artists/actors/fashionists, and characters with a sweet tooth and love for plushies. ^_^

Not pictured: Marth, Hector & Alm (Fire Emblem), Polyester (PASWG), Ryuji Sakamoto (Persona 5), Kanji Tatsumi (Persona 4), Rock Howard (Fatal Fury), Leon Kennedy (Resident Evil), Sonic & Shadow (Sonic the Hedgehog), Roxas & Demyx (Kingdom Hearts)

I also kinda kin some of my F/O's too tbh specifically Eugeo (Sword Art Online), Chiaki Morisawa (Ensemble Stars), Dororo (Keroro Gunso), and Clotted Cream Cookie (Cookie Run) but I didn't list them in my kin list because they surpass me in many ways...🙏😌✨️ and I'm gay for them LMAO

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PS: I am uncomfortable with age players and regressors to an extend (namely diaper-wearers) and do not wish to engage or associate with them.

I also do not wish to associate with proshippers-- especially those who cannot understand & respect another's (offput) feelings. Sometimes I do lean towards familial/puppy or dark love but it's out of coping with my own trauma (or for the plot) and not out of glorification. But sometimes it's just out of limerence for the characters, not the idea. I will not endorse any of these things irl and do not approve of those who act proud of it.

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That's all I guess. 🫡 Byeeee~☆