#finally clean

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I miss the silence already.

The inexplicable control.

I miss knowing I had everything in my hand,

And the way I could twist it

And turn,

And watch as everything changed.

I feel like a bottle crushed on the side of the road,

Devoid of purpose.

I draw the blinds until darkness settles over the room.

If it cannot be quiet in my head,

If I cannot hold control like a toy,

Sometimes I wonder if I can find meaning

In this.

How will I find myself,

Buried beneath this mess?

This loud, unforgiving, unrelenting mess?

I think I am finally clean. 🌧💗👻

Happy Valentine’s Day!!! A few weeks ago, we introduced the Finally Clean project and today is the day! Here is the list of things that were commented! Have an amazing day full of love!

@callitwhatyouwnt said: don't compare with others, your time to shine will come and don't think you are not worthy only because you are more late than others, your mistakes doesn't define you, you are lovely

@allchildrengrowupexceptone said: You are not the opinion of someone who doesn't know you

@dreyblr said: You are loved, even when you feel alone. Hang on. It gets easier, and then it gets okay, and then it feels like freedom 💗

@thatwasthenightthingschanged said: one day you'll look back & be glad you didn't give up. that day WILL come. I promise.

@swiftie-in-red said: I believe everything happens for a reason even if the reason isn't so clear at the moment.

@afterplaidshirtdaysfinallyclean said: Sadness and terrible times are temporary. You can't chose what happens to you but you can chose how you react to them.

@chainroundmyneck13 said: You are not the opinion of someone who doesn’t know you💖💖

@st-a-y said: Your mistakes don't define you or your worth Stars can't shine without darkness Your worth isn't a number and no one can tell you you don't matter, because they have no idea how much you matter?? Nice project BTW :)

@dancearoundallalone said: You are your own definition of beautiful and worthwhile and no one else's defintion 💗

@sweetertayfiction said: it might be difficult right now but things pass and you can and you will be happy again, never give up on happiness 💜

@orangetaylor said: Don’t let anyone tell you that just because you don’t fit in you’re failing in life. Just block the noise, look straight forward, be a good person and don’t give up, you’ll find your happiness.

@13december-1989 said: Just because other people don’t understand your choices doesn’t mean you’re wrong, *do what feels right to you*

@bellatheswifie said: It's okay if you have to take time to yourself, to cancel plans last minute or to leave early. Putting yourself and your mental health first is okay. You arent a bad person for needing to take a breather.

@a-swiftie4eva said: Don’t let anyone make you think that being different is a bad thing. It’s the single best thing you can be

Thank you to everyone who participated in this!!!!!! Happy valentine’s day, loves!

- @imovesoswifttheycallmetaylor13 @idsbs @spendsmychange

it’s been four years since the album that changed my life. Four years since I skipped out of a college exam to run frantically through target for this masterpiece. Four years since I bought 13 copies and had my entire college class set up their laptops to help me get the best tickets possible during presale. Four years since so many laughs, tears, and memories I’ll hold onto for a life time.

This album and this era brought me SO much joy. I travelled all over the world and met so many amazing people. This era was the reason I met the love of my life. I gained incredible life long friends, and even lost some people who I thought were in it with me for the long run. It taught me to be brave and courageous. It taught me to live my life out loud and to not let my past define me. It taught me that I AM ENOUGH. That I don’t need to alter myself for anyone as long as I am happy and content with who I am. It taught me to love again. It taught me to dance in your bedroom like you’re in a crowd full of people and no one is watching. It taught me how important it is to love yourself first and to rid yourself of negativity. It taught me that life is better when you’re Finally Clean. I can’t believe it’s been four years since some of the best memories I’ve ever made. I love you, Taylor. Here’s to chapter 7, I can’t wait to continue to watch you shine. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️