#final lore streams

Will I watch those streams?  -yes

Will I completely destroy my sleeping schedule because I still have school? -yes

Second time ever drawing C!Punz ( even tho he is one of my favourite characters)

So you’re telling me that c!Punz already lost every single canon life and was already in Limbo and nobody knew it except C!Dream? So he also has the Limbo-streak like C!Wilbur, C!Tommy and C!Dream?

God, why…….? It’s so exhausting with that whole “ haha, I committed suicide three times so I can go to the worst place I can imagine and revive myself just to play fucking immortal god”-thing

This was beautiful and sad at the same time…

“One thing I’ve never done was listen to you”

Just Tommy finally understanding his worst enemy and seeing: they both weren’t so different…. He finally understands it all, he apologised, they were going to be on the same side, Dream and Tommy finally would become friends! Tommy sees that Dream just wanted to be happy, just wanted George and Sapnap back, just wanted the good old times back( not even a god could do this), just not wanted to be alone, just one big family… And Dream felt understood, he seems to trust Tommy, he saw a chance in finally gaining his big goal, the reason why he was evil, why he hated Tommy so much, why everything went wrong….

“TOMMY, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!”

Of course we won’t get our happy ending…of course this sweet moment had to end and holy shit, after all that I’m getting trauma by loud alerts… those.fucking.nukes… it was obviously this is gonna happen but still… Dreams voice of pure panic and betrayal, trying to flee out of his own home, own prison, own hell; Tommys voice, so…sad and full of regret over losing a new gained friend, his enemy who isn’t his enemy anymore, losing his best friend Tubbo, losing his happy ending… knowing he’s gonna die any second…

“It’s too late, Dream”

White…

Nothing…

Just Tommy beating up a tree, Tubbo somehow watches him, Dream appears behind him

“Wanna be friends?”

Season 2

I can’t believe the Dream SMP- the fandom I’m in since 1 1/2 years- is actually over now

That thing actually changed my life… This is the reason why I still do art, this actually taught me so many things, this gave me something in life-and I don’t know what- and this made my english grade four times better… it sounds awful, but… I felt home… one big family… even tho it just were Philza helping me to calm down after a fight with my parents, Tommy just messing around and forgetting about life, Technoblade and his dumb jokes helping me through the hardest times of my life, Dream against the whole world but never giving up or Ranboo living who he is and be happy and so many other people… I don’t know yet if I’m going to leave the fandom, I could say I’m free now and it’s the perfect time to change things or maybe I’ll stay and annoy all my friends with it… Who knows…

I really miss the days where the only problem was the existence of l’manberg and two discs…

Now we have Tommy being suicidal as fuck, Tubbo nuking everything and a whole monologue about Dream wanting to be a god ( this motherfucker has the biggest god complex I’ve ever seen), wanting to be immortal and murdering other people for research! Ah, I forgot! Punz and Dream already lost their last canon lives and went to Limbo a long time ago because of “ self-sacrifice and suicide”to investigate how Limbo works and changes!  And then he tells something about how they fucked up, necromancy somehow messed up the servers balance and the whole dying-living system and now they have kill EVERYONE to get back the normal system, but not before they use Tubbo and Tommy as test objects and make them to sacrifice for each other! THIS WHOLE THING IS SO FUCKED UP!

 And Tommy: calling them ‘psychopaths’ is really, really under-reacted! And why would make nuking everything better?! Isn’t it the exact plan of Punz and Dream to kill and destroy everything?! I mean, a good nuke would destroy more than just Punz and Dream, wouldn’t it? 

And would everything have changed if Tommy didn’t have the stupid idea of killing Dream after he didn’t try to kill Tommy since a year and his physical health obviously changed badly? I’m sure, Tommy saw before he tried to kill Dream that Dream isn’t that flexible and quick anymore like he was before the prison 

The ending was somehow… strange… Tommy admit to it that he might be the problem and he brings death everywhere he goes? He really accepted it and calls Dream and Punz gods? He. Just. Gives. Up? We know you’re traumatised and suicidal, but that isn’t the Tommy I know! And even tho I didn’t really like the discs and didn’t have emotional attachments to them, it was weird seeing Tommy and Tubbo sitting on the bench without listen to cat…I really felt hopeless, even tho I like the idea of destroying everything (except Techno’s house, it has to stay and it REALLY made me mad seeing Dream burning Techno’s bell, the only thing that was left from the prison podcast. I really was attached to it)

THANKS FOR READING :) please excuse my bad english, three hours of sleep and my fucked up mental state don’t help me getting better in speaking english