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Final Challenge (1984) is the lone solo adventure in the Role Aids line. Your friend joined the Black School and now he wants to conquer the world with an army of the undead, so you have to stop him.
Fun thing 1: if the first character can’t manage and dies, there is a second character who can pick up the fight. Fun thing 2: There are only ten weeks of game time to travel the land and find a way to stop the necromancer. Fun thing 3: the hexes randomly generate their encounters. The rest is solid if unremarkable. The encounters are interesting, the story straightforward, the combat cut and dried. There is one solution, though the path to it is eased or complicated in relation to what the hexes generate. Despite this, it’s about two hours of play, max, and has next to no replay value.
Cover by Tom Kidd is fine, and I think maybe commissioned for the module. I’m neutral on Winifred Williams’ interiors, they remind me a bit of TSR’s Fantasy Forest pick-your-path books aimed at kids. And there just aren’t enough of them, to be honest. The town map is quite nice though.
Challenge 144: 10 Years, Looking Forward: Coffee Breaks
I wanted to depict a calm moment, where we’re both happy, healthy, safe, and just better versions of our current selves. I’d like to think I’ll get better at giving myself time off and not feeling guilty for it. That we won’t have to schedule time to hang out because I’ve convinced myself I need to work every moment of every day. Here’s to hoping in 10 years, I’ll have perfected my work/ life balance.
In general, I’m pretty sure my partner Greg (They/Them) will have better hair and make-up skills then I ever will!Â
Speaking of hair, at the rate I’m greying, there’s no way I won’t be a silver fox by then (Finally achieving my hair goals without the assistance of bleach) ;D
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♡ Graduated from SCAD in 2011.
♡ I’m currently freelance: Mainly working on private commissions, followed by comic covers, and comic pin-ups.
♡ I’m hopeful that in ten years time that my current situation will flip. That the majority of my freelance work will be covers/ pin-ups, with just a few private pieces here and there. OH, and that I'll have about 20 cats XD
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It’s not lost on me how incredibly lucky I am to have had Square Carousel in my life these past 10 years. It’s allowed me to grow as a person and as an artist. Pushing me to illustrate things that weren’t necessarily in my wheel house and broadening my visual language. I had to take a few work related breaks through out the years, but I always looked forward to the day I got to jump back in and get to work with my fellow members/friends.
As silly as it sounds I don’t really think I can properly articulate how much love and admiration I have for my fellow members (especially the admins/ ESPECIALLY Caitlin). They’ve been a rock in my life when I needed it the most (whether they know it or not). ♡
Lastly, a big thank you to all the people who supported S.C. through out the past 10 years! Whether you’re a former member, an amazing guest artist who contributed, or just someone who’s liked our work, it has meant the world to us!Â
Saturday, August 7th tonight is the side’s weekly family dinner. Patton and Logan are in the kitchen preparing the last bits of dinner. The rest of the sides are all at the table talking. During dinner an argument breaks out between Roman, Janus, and Virgil. Several threats are thrown at Remus by Roman and Virgil. Patton tries to calm everyone down while Logan sits quietly, not wanting to get involved.Â
After dinner was finished, they cleaned up and went off to their rooms. The next morning, Roman wakes up and heads downstairs to the living room at approximately 8:30am to find Remus dead. Roman wakes everyone else up and calls 911.Â
Preliminary forensics findings report that Remus died somewhere between 2am and 4am of the previous night. He had been stabbed in the abdomen with a sharp object, and hit in the head with an unidentified blunt object. The full analysis will be released after all test have been concluded.Â
Now, it’s time to start investigating! While detective Emile Picani does some tests and sleuthing, you’ll be questioning the suspects about their whereabouts the previous night. You will get 2 rounds of questioning, in each of which you can ask 4 questions. The questioning can start when the suspects’ alibis and possible motives are released. Your teams were placed in their own discord channels on our discord and that is where the questioning will take place.
There is no time limit to questioning, so take your time! Every team will be able to investigate at their own pace. Proceed with caution - we’d like to avoid any further causalities.Â
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Journal Of A Satanist . . . Thoughts Before Sleeping!
There are times in life when opportunities arise, when obstacles present themselves and certain kinds of action must be taken - now is such a time for me, my life has been given in the Service of my Unholy Father and now this final challenge awaits me upon the threshold before crossing to the other side.
May the Dark Ones sustain me for the time it takes to meet that challenge!
Corvus
High Elder of The Cabal
Time: 03:00
Date: February 11th 2019
Rags To Riches Ball Part I: Unconventional Talent Category
In our first part of our Rags To Riches Ball, our queens had to create their own unconventional outfits using objects that made us gag! And, as an extra part on this category, the girls had to create a talent video. Let’s see how they do!
Analyse Thropic
Lila: UGH! UGGGGGHHHHH! I am absolutely adoring this entire thing from head to toe. Every little piece has a detail, every little thought is so meticulously planned, and I live for it. Looking at this now, it’s no joke - what you’ve done in 7 months, across charm school, across this cycle, you’ve became this truly unstoppable force of powerhouse talent, and this outfit really stamps on the map how much you’ve progressed, from not even sewing at all, to becoming this powerhouse of DIY. Mary, I salute you.The ONLY THING - and it’s absolutely miniscule - your mushroom cut is doing the same as what happened to me - one of the hairs is flaring out making it off-kilter and once I noticed it, I’m like “ugh, this is glaring at me so much”. For your talent - I genuinely respect that you sat there, created a little scene and could master really singing without the camera’s audio clipping or distorting. You’re not the best singer, yes, but honestly, I was dancing to the song and having the occasional chuckle. I’m glad we didn’t get that stilted Weather Girl™ shot you’ve been criticised for in the past, and you kept me entertained for the entire video. I loved this, and you’re cementing yourself to be such a powerhouse in drag!
Letha:Â Analyse, the amount of work and detail that went into this look is honestly astounding. The playing card skirt, the accessories, the little crown, even the little nails, it's all so great and is a smart use of them materials. I think the stole/wrap would have worked better if it was just a piece on the shoulders, as it kind of closes you off. The hair has such great volume but I think the structure fell apart a bit from when you initially styled it. I will say I'm not loving the shape you've created, as it's a bit boxy. Either more flare from the skirt or more cinch from the corset would have helped define the silhouette a bit more. The makeup is very graphic and cartoony and is some of your best work of the cycle, as far as blending goes. Your talent video was hilARIOUS and very on brand for you, very Quirky Dique Pigue. You have a good voice and the sing/speak style worked very well. All in all, you really impressed me with your work on this challenge!
Toni: 301’S ON THE BOTTOM I C O N I C!!!! I really like this look, I think it was smart to take a character for inspiration and build the look around that. I love that from head to toe you used unconventional materials, even down to the brows and nails, so props for creative use of uncon. I do wish you had a bit more shape and a bigger bottom skirt for this look because it really would have pushed that wow factor for me. I also think you could have benefited from a staff or a scepter The wig is a big rough on one side and I wish you had taken the time to fix that up. Onto your makeup I live that you used 301’s on the bottom, and cards as the brows.You did a good job of keeping your makeup from getting muddy but I do wish you had lined your lips with a darker color. Onto your talent I think you really picked a strong talent, along with a strong song choice that really showed off who you are as queen!! I think it could have been done with a little editing such as the parts where its like you jumping from conversation to conversation. You could have easily edited that to have a fade between each one just to have it make more sense.
Gluttoni: This look is an ace Analyse and you look like a fucking QUEEN! This is the type of tedious, detailed work that makes fashion great.  And my sweet you look fucking great. I’m such a fan of classic fairytales and I’m obsessed with your nod to the Queen of Hearts. You really excel in whimsical fantasy looks. The hair looks very grand so congrats on the styling of that and the makeup with card accents are great tie ins to this extravagant look. All in all, I loved the styling of this look. The only this is that I compare it to past looks that have done exactly like this but otherwise this a finished, polished look. Your talent! WOW. I’m not too versed in musical culture besides the one that let me keep my gay card intact but miss lady, YOU DID THAT. I was fully immersed in what you were doing. The set up was simplistic yet effective and I loved the concept beyond words because we’ve all had that awkward Tinder date before. Excellent work in showing us the fact you are multitalented. You went off with these other girl’s head.
Avana Noir
Lila: Wow. Wow, wow, wow. This is above and beyond, and I’m loving this concept a lot. It kind of has this twisted element of like Wonderland meets Final Fantasy meets the Cloud District, and the animals kill all the civillians and you’re killing your ex husband and the fucking full body shot of you with the blood - wow. The blood must be mine after this - that wig is not doing this concept any justice for me. It’s such a lovely colour and it’s those bangs. If you rat combed through it, really detangle it and get it as flat as you can, it would work - because the volume and the raggedy anne of it bar the bangs fit this concept super well, it’s just those bangs - you could’ve done an egg head dress if you wanted the illusion of it looking lace frontal-y and teased it out even more just so the volume stayed, but honestly - that’s just a nitpick. Overall, really cute and a great execution from yourself! Your talent was kind of a little bit here there and everywhere - I know how much of a videographer you are and editing is one of your strongest talents, and for me, there were standout moments, however there were still cracks in what could have otherwise been something really special and showcase-y. It reminds me of those really upclass OOTD videos that are on YouTube, and the only things that could be improved are the set dressing, and perhaps less shaky camera work. All in all, this was extremely fun to watch!
Letha:Â Hey bitch, it's Avana Noirrrrrrrrr!!!! You are serving straight up Playboy Easter Bunny, and the sex appeal works to balance out the shape of the middle, which could be argued is a bit bulky, but works as whole. I think a tiddy contour could have helped add some definition, though. I love the theme you went with, you better GET that Easter shit on clearance and make a look out of it. The makeup is fun, but a bit sloppy/messy in some places. I know you were going for a bit of a horror vibe here, but I think if there had been some sfx work over a flawless base it would have worked better than just smudging it. The wig is quite frankly a WRECK, but I like the nails and ears. I was confused a bit by your talent when I first saw it, but looking at it as an example of film it's pretty well done. Good job!
Toni:Lets start with your talent. BET. I thought that was a really smart way to do you talent and to give the judges a good look at your makeup and clothes. I love how in the first part you connected the first look to the second and then it had that huge mood shift. I wish you found a way to connect the second to the third because I think that was really cool and made it seem more professional. Â I think that this look is really cool and super out of the box for you. It was smart to tack the easter supplies that were on sale and sue them that way you got more bang for your buck. I think you could have painted the nails to look like little carrots and that would have been really cool. You also needed some form of strap to really hold everything in place on your shoulders. I think the makeup is very cute and very fitting, but that wig is rough girl. I think if you had styled the bangs down to hide that harsh line you would have been better off.Â
Gluttoni: Avana! You made it my love. This look is fucking amazing. I love anything cute and dark and you are giving me that! I love that you are giving us Easter feels for this springtime finale. The easter egg bodice almost had me stumped when you mentioned it but you really turned it as far as construction and execution goes. This is very good look and you should be proud of all the work you put in this because it shows. Your talent left me wanting a little more. I get what you were going after but it really just didn’t hit me over the head with feels y’know?
Lexi Lamour
Lila: Your pictures this week are a little hard to make out, but either way, your costuming is absolutely spot on. This is extremely amazing work, honestly. It shows how much effort you can really put into something and it’s just so great to see this crazy flower rainbow display. The colours work so well in this and it’s just an exciting mix. The only thing that I would really change is the hair’s length, the length is sort of swallowing you up and it would’ve been much more perfection if the hair was a little short or pinned up. Your talent was kind of hit-and-miss for me. I don’t brand myself a comedy queen but I’m an embarrassment and also tragique, but some of the jokes could’ve landed a lot better. The sound was kind of swallowing your recording up a lot more too - Some elements were just off and for me, really, the funniest part was at the end when you showed some goofiness. I think it’s because there’s not much of that crack into being “goofy” so the jokes come across rather as a story than jokes. All in all, this category was good for you.
Letha:Â Lexi, a flower after my own heart. Obviously I love me a good flower look, and the way you combined both the flowers and the colors to make a rainbow is really great. I love the butterfly accents as well as the cloud/bird's nest, and the bright red hair is GREAT, it makes for a really cool gradient blend into the outfit. My only critique would be that the color of your tights kind of throws me, but I know how hard it can be to match them so that's understandable. I think the makeup is very pretty, but I feel like you could have done a bolder lip to keep up with the oomph of the rest of the outfit. For your standup comedy talent video, I must admit I wasn't the biggest fan. There were a couple funny parts and some clever editing choices but all in all it was pretty flat. All in all, it was kind of a mixed bag for me, but I do LOVE the look!
Toni:Hey Lexi! So I really love this body suit with all the flowers, I love the colors on the front but then you turn around and on the back it’s something totally different!!! I think you’ve accessorized it well with the cuff and the butterflies but I do wish there there was something going on towards the bottom because it does get a bit top heavy with the shoulder pads (that I do love). I think the hair is beautiful and really fits the look. Your makeup has improved so much over the cycle and I think I like the eye done with blue more than they one done with yellow and this face would have been perfect if you had done them both that way. Onto your talent that was really funny! I got a lot of good chuckles out of that and it was clear that this is something you’ve practiced and worked on. I think what could have helped this best is by letting the jokes breathe a little and putting more air time in it so that the audience has time to get the jokes.Â
Gluttoni: Lexi, Lexi, LEXI! You are here to go out with motherfucking bang I see and I’m totally on board for it. You slayed crafting a look out of these materials and I couldn’t be more proud of your work. You look fantastic in red hair and the monarchs were an amazing touch. You look like a rainbow dream and the styling of this is something I didn’t quite expect from you but I must say I love it. Your talent is something else completely unexpected from you. I was on the floor laughing and I’m glad you can really make fun of yourself even through your trying time and that is the makings of a true queen.
Sugar Monroe
Lila: This by far is one of your strongest outfits you’ve created. I believe what you’re selling, the plastic is such a great fabric and because it is layered, it gives this nice effect of white kind of fibery fabric. The pink colour scheme is such a fun look and the entire headpiece is such a fucking strong point of interest. With that being said, where are your backlighting photos? I’m a little let down that there isn’t a light feature that you promised us, but that’s besides the point. I’m proud of this look, I think you should be too. Your talent on the other hand, ehh, it was alright. Alright in a way that I was expecting kind of a little bit more effort of a tally of you getting it wrong or right, maybe seeing the lyrics on screen whilst you sing the songs you were asked to do. You have such a beautiful voice and I’m really glad you always give us a listen to it - you’ve really given us such a great insight into what you can do this cycle and I’m so proud to see you shine where you can stand.
Letha:Â Sugar, I must say, of your three looks, this is the best put together, and my personal favorite. I would go so far as to say this is the most intricate one of your outfits has ever been. I wish you had done a pic with the tea lights more visible, as that would have been really cool (like in your runway), but I still really like it. Love the headpiece a lot, and the hair is simple but works well with the rest of the look. The makeup is also cute, I would've liked a bit more blending/softening around the edges of the eyes, though. For the talent portion, the singing was okay, but the organization of the video/editing was a bit of a mess. For about the last half, you're out of focus, which sucks, but at least the audio wasn't affected. With that in mind though, this is a solid submission and a testament to your growth throughout this cycle. Great job!
Toni: I think out of all your looks this one is easily my favorite. I think this is so beautiful and exciting to look at. It has so many different layers and textures, along with the lights, head piece, and styling of the with it all really just comes together for me. I really love this look from you. Onto your talent I think it was lacking a bit. The best parts of it for me was when you’d mess up and we’d get to see that spark of sugar humor, I loved that. I wish you had done more of that and just really worked your personality into this, or done another talent that had showcased your humor and personality it would have had a huge payoff.Â
Gluttoni: Much like all the other judges have said this is by far your crown and glory of all your looks. This outshines your queen look in the terms of being regal and royal looking. You look fucking ethereal in all honestly. I think you’ve had a very smart mindset in how to use your unconventional materials because they are very well placed. The headpiece is so ornate and beautiful so the straight hair fits well. The makeup is so good. I’d personally would add one more lighter color to blend edges out of the pink on the eyes. The talent aspect was just a dry for me although your singing was good. I definitely think you brought it in this category.Â
Sometimes, when I get nervous, I can’t hear anything. It’s like the whole world around me has just blurred and nothing makes sense and there’s just this mind-shattering silence. That’s how I felt all the time when I was with Haiden, except he got to join me in my little bubble. It was bliss.
“I’m in the final three,” I said softly. It was the first time I’d seen him alone after the announcement was made. I didn’t feel any less nervous after my name wasn’t called in the eliminations. It might have been worse to stay, somehow. It forced me to feel something.
“Yeah,” he said simply. I stared at his lips for a little too long, thinking about the way he formed the word.
“Do you want to… I don’t know, go look at the stars or something? I know it’s cheesy but…” I trailed off. I tended to babble when I got nervous, too. But I guess most people do that.
“Of course,” he said easily. “The palace is getting kinda stuffy anyway.” I smiled and held out my hand to him, which he pulled close when he accepted. “And what’s the occasion that you decided to grace me with your presence?” I smiled at him. I thought about making a joke, like I always did. But I didn’t.
“I figured I should make the best out of whatever time I’ve still got with you,” I said honestly. My months in the palace had been almost earth-shattering in their own way. I felt like everything I had known and thought about myself had changed. I never expected to feel… comfortable. Happy, even. Haiden slowed and turned his head to look at me.
“All this time you’ve acted like you’re one step from leaving. Why?”
“Aren’t I?” I asked. His eyes were searching mine carefully, but I didn’t have anything else to give him.
“You only are if you think you are.” Well, that was stupid. And senseless.
“I don’t want to,” I said softly.
“Then that’s that.” He spoke with such conviction that I believed him. My hand tightened on his. We were quiet for a moment.
“I don’t,” I started. “You know I’m here because I want to be, right?”
“I’d like to think I do.” Could he ever give a goddamned straight answer? I pushed the door to the outside open.
“I’m just not good at talking, I guess.” I shrugged.
“Happens to the best of us. I get it.” Did he?
“You’re not always the most forthcoming person, either.” I bumped him carefully with my shoulder, making sure he knew I was kidding.
“I never denied it. I try though.”
“Try right now,” I pushed.
“About what?”
“This,” I shrugged again. “Us.” Haiden stopped me and looked me dead in the eyes.
“A long time ago, you told me to tell you when I knew we wouldn’t work out.” My heart started beating faster, and my stomach flipped.
“I did.” My words were cautious, contained. Anything so he wouldn’t know about the panic, or excitement, rumbling through my body.
“Well, I’m not ready to tell you yet.” He squeezed my hand, and I almost melted. My cheeks burned.
“Good,” I said simply. I was quiet. “I’m— Have they told you?”
“Told me what?” We’d resumed walking, carefully making our way around the gardens.
“That they love you,” I said, almost under my breath.
“Oh, uh…” Haiden fidgeted, his free hand wiping along his pants. “Yeah.”
My heart was in my throat. I was drowning and I was suffocating and I was on fire all at once.
“Oh,” I said, dropping his hand to take a seat in the grass. “I don’t… I don’t know if I do… yet. I like you a lot. Really, truly a lot, but… it’s only been a few months and I know it’s supposed to be easy to say it but it isn’t. Because what if I do love you and it’s not enough?” I felt my throat tightening, and I tried to fight back any tears, any inkling of crying. Haiden sat next to me. Not close enough to touch, but I could still feel the heat from his body radiating towards mine.
“I know the feeling,” he said, sighing.
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.”
“Why not?” I asked. “I’m not making this easy for you. Isn’t that what I should be doing? Telling you all the things that make me perfect for you, all the reasons you should choose me, pick me, be with me.” Because you should, Haiden. You should.
“No,” he said firmly. “Convincing me is not what you should be doing.”
“Then what should I be doing?” I refused to look over at him.
“You’ve already done it.” My heart skipped a beat, but I didn’t want to get my hopes up.
“Done what?”
“Proved it to me,” he said. I wasn’t breathing.
“Proved…?” Tell me what I did, Haiden. Tell me if I’m leaving.
“In a way, I guess.” My hands went instinctively to the hem of my dress, tugging at and playing with it.
“I’m nervous. Am I supposed to be nervous?”
“I am, too. It’s okay.” Strangely enough, his words reassured me. I let out a trembling breath.
“Tell me how you feel. About this, about us. Even in general. I want to know what you’re thinking.” I set my hand lightly on top of his. He didn’t pull his own away.
“I… I think that I like you a lot.” But not love. Never love. I was not the kind of girl boys fell in love with. I was fun for a date or two, or a perfect friend, or someone to call when there was no one else to listen. But not to love.
But I didn’t say any of that. Instead, I smiled and said, “I should hope so.”
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When I was finally, blissfully alone in my room, I buried my face in my pillow. I was leaving. Of course I was leaving. In what world would I stay? I hiccupped a few, dry sobs into the soft linen of the pillowcase.
Maybe I did love Haiden, or maybe I didn’t. Maybe I was perfect for him, or maybe I wasn’t. Maybe not being perfect was what made us so great.
My mind flashed through a million tiny memories all at once. The first time we’d met. Our first date, when I’d told him I only dated my friends. The time I’d rushed to his room with a bottle of rum and my heart set on erasing Evan from my memory. It had worked, but not because of the alcohol.
It shocked me a little, how much I wanted to stay. How much I could see a future here, in this extravagant palace. How much I wanted to kiss Haiden one last time, to thank him for everything, to tell him that maybe I didn’t know what love was but I was willing to learn.
I fell asleep like that, my dress still on, my face buried in the tear-stained pillow.
