I want to indulge in my nonhuman selves some more. I do most days, but in a more fictional manner. My heart, mind and soul all live in a different world, but the majority of my consciousness, existence, and presence is here on this stupid earth, the literal last place where I would ever want to be, especially in this body, with next to no family or friends. I wanna get deep into my Raptor Shifter or Draconic Merfolk selves again. I feel them, Iām just not as motivated to express them as much these days.
Under the cut is unrelated to my identities, and more so of a rantā¦
On a separate but still related noteā¦thanks to my newfound lifestyle and morals, I sort of feel indirectly outcasted by the therian and such communities, and Iām too sensitive these days to explain to people certain things. Iām not strong or smart enough. I give up on trying to connect with others, Iām just too different from everyone else and no one likes me for it in the end anyway, so thatās why Iāve isolated myselfā¦not like anyone asked or caredā¦and if someone did care enough to interact, theyāre probably on my dni list, interacting anyway and saying things like āyou hurt my feelings / youāre wrong because blah blah blahā¦ā
Just leave me alone, man. If you disagree or donāt like it, just leave. Just block me and move on, thatās all you have to do. Donāt send me asks. Donāt message me. Donāt comment on my posts. Donāt reblog my posts and slander me. Donāt cause me anxiety and pain. Donāt cause me stress or suffering. I just wanna be left alone and thrive with only the people who understand and accept. I donāt want to deal with people anymore. Everyone is always the same. Everyone is unable to see or change. I canāt even trust or rely on people who are āsimilarā to meā¦
Please, if you see this and you are on my dni and follow me, please unfollow so I can start new againā¦Iām so tiredā¦
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Having some stalker shifts rn. And I donāt mean like a person stalker š I mean the ones from the games Horizon: Zero Dawn and Horizon: Forbidden West. I never once thought Iād have any kind of robot or android or machine being or creature shift in my life. But, here I am. And boy am I sure glad that I got one, woo wee :D
This is awesome. Like, Iāve always loved the games, and the machines from the first moment I played. I really did. And I felt connected to the world too, in a way. But, until this day, I havenāt thought about being kin from the world. But now imma start questioning that. I donāt think itāll take long tho. Cuz now that I think about itā¦