Time Check: It’s past midnight na and surprisingly, di pa inaantok! Pero most likely, nalipasan na ng antok since we finished our Unit HH around 11 pm yata yun. Otherwise, kanina pa tulog! Haha But I still need to stay for a while kasi di ko pa nagawa yung devotional and I promised na magsusulat na talaga ako sa journal na ito. This one is a journal apart from my personal journal. Lols Well, it’s something recommended by the devotional and I also like the idea so I wanted to do it too. Effort lang talaga eh. You can use any notebook that you like. But I find it cute na may print din sa gilid. Haha I bought it the other weekend pa and I was super excited magsulat. But every time I want to write I get annoyed, I get bad trip or something happens that breaks my disposition. I told myself I wanted to write on it when I am on a happy disposition kasi I wanted na good vibes yung mafeel ng taong magbabasa nito balang araw. Pero to be honest, I am struggling right now for the past weeks. Because I am so annoyed! And kapag ako talaga yung annoyed, meaning it’s REALLY ANNOYING! 😂 I guess that is the challenge for me this season. Doing the mechanical part- rosary, mass, reading, journaling etc manageable pa talaga but dealing with the snares of the devil, it’s really hard. And I know that the last 30 days won’t be swift. I am praying for everyone’s protection and guidance. I also hope that this annoyance won’t lead to resentment and that I can just shrug it off na ganun lang. But I’m so grateful today kasi ang dami kong narinig na stories today. Kaya iba ang motivation ko today para finally magsulat sa journal na ‘to. And I also realise that I also need to write the not so good things pala. Kasi no matter what, perfect will not come. But we do hope to find something that is REAL and SINCERE. So I’m gonna write now on this journal because I want to give it a chance, I want to fight for it and I want not to regret it someday. ❤️ Pero more importantly, magsusulat na ako kasi ayaw ko matulad kay @rose.angelli, yan talaga ang motivation ko! 😂😜🙊✌️ #Fiat90D61 #itiswhatitis #satruelangtayo https://www.instagram.com/p/CSrskMghKs4MMUcgZNOvrIWbrrjdIgEhYg7B3k0/?utm_medium=tumblr
