#ffuuuuuuck

Can I um lick it pls?... 👉👈

Like ⬆️ chapter 9 is still Ben heavy, which no complaints, cause I’m the one writing it lol. You’re probs thinking “but Jules, you got plans, and stuff.” And my answer dear reader is, yeah, I got plans. Very minimal plans. You wanna see my plans, they’re literally notes on Vermont, divorce and story ideas. That’s it. Everything I write in my chapters is one hundred percent on the fly.

Alright. I’ll lay it out, cause it ain’t gonna happen (it will at some point). Chapter nine was gonna have a smut scene, but it ain’t happening now, cause of reasons.

So, here’s a gif that represents me throwing that idea out the window.

But I want it to happen!!!! And next you’re gonna say “but Jules you could just make it happen.”

No I can’t. It doesn’t work like that! It requires so much more, and the scene doesn’t fit and the characters…..I won’t say any more.

“What about another character?”

Well, reader no…I can’t? Because one is a very moral character and well the other the readers not gonna mess up and I got plans later down the road that I don’t wanna mess up, either.

Like I got myself in a chokehold about this. Ffffuuuuu!!!

Anyway here’s a gif of Dean…just cause…

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.