Sherlockâs fascination with the macabre did not extend to the supernatural. Not even as a child. Ghost stories scared him shitless.
âThere is no logic behind it, Myc,â he complained.
âQuite so,â his older brother agreed. âNevertheless, they can be entertaining, and this film â which is a classic â also contain moral.â
âBoring!â Sherlock exclaimed and pouted.
The brothers were home for the holidays and Mycroft had insisted they watch Scrooge: A Christmas Carol.
âDickens, Myc? Seriously?â the young boy scoffed.
âIt is based on the Dickens novel, yes. However, I think you might find it interesting.â
Mycroft had chosen the adaptation from 1951 with Alastair Sim as Ebenezer Scrooge. To Sherlockâs surprise he quite liked the start with the dramatic music. Also, he didnât mind in the slightest that the film was in black and white. It felt more authentic like that, and this was not his first monochrome film. He was after all nearly seven years old.
Unlike their respective peers, the Holmes brothers did not indulge in treats â savoury or otherwise â when they watched a film. Notwithstanding his disinclination, Sherlock wanted to stay focused, which eating and chewing would only disrupt.Â
***
Sherlock quite liked Mr Sim: he played the grumpy businessman excellently. To some extent, the young boy understood his irascibility. Even at his age, Sherlock had encountered enough idiots to last a lifetime, thank you very much!
When a manâs face appeared on Scroogeâs doorknocker, though, Sherlock got a bad feeling in his stomach. He inched a bit closer to his brother, but he was unable to tear his eyes away from the screen. When invested in something, William Sherlock Scott Holmesâ perseverance was staunch. That didnât mean he couldnât seek comfort from his brother. He was after all not yet seven years old.
As the bell started to chime â without moving an inch â followed by the growl from what sounded like a gigantic hound, Sherlock felt like his curls had turned straight. He didnât even register that he sat flush against Mycroftâs side. To his brotherâs credit, he kept silent about it.
***
The Ghost of Christmas Past sent Sherlockâs heart racing like it did when he ran through the forest with Redbeard, but not in that exhilarating way the running evoked. To his horror, an anguished sound escaped him, which made him want to punch his brother for suggesting this fascinating but also horrific film.
âDonât be afraid, brother mine,â Mycroft said softly and put his arm around Sherlock, pulling him closer.
âIâm not a baby, Myc,â Sherlock protested, but he was unable (unwilling) to withdraw from the embrace.
His brother said nothing, but his arm stayed where it was, and if Sherlock snuggled into the warmth emanating from Mycroftâs body, neither of them mentioned it.
It was slightly disconcerting to see Mr Scrooge smile and cheer up when he watched himself dancing. Sherlock had grown so custom to the manâs scorn and horror, that the laugh and glee seemed indecent.
Something warm rolled down Sherlockâs cheeks when the young Ebenezerâs sister died, and she begged him to take care of her infant son. He rested his head on Mycroftâs shoulder and whispered: âDonât ever die, Myc.âÂ
His brother still didnât speak, but Sherlock thought his inhale was a bit more unsteady than usual, and his grip on Sherlock tightened.
***
The next spirit â The Ghost of Christmas Present â wasnât terrifying at all. It looked like an intermingling between Father Christmas and the head of the Greek gods, Zeus. Not that Scrooge was less frightened; he was clearly in distress, but he had after all estranged himself from everyone â even his own family.
âYou will always be my brother, wonât you, Myc?â Sherlock asked with a trembling voice.
âOf course, Lock. I will be there for you, always. I promise,â Mycroft replied.
His voice was fond, and Sherlock felt a calmness fall over him.Â
It only lasted until the third ghost appeared on the telly, though. The Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come was dressed in a black hooded cloak, its face hidden. This apparition indicated that Mr Scrooge had died, and the scream when the ghost led him to his gravestone, chilled Sherlock to the core. He hid his face on Mycroftâs chest for a moment, but then Ebenezer started to plead with the ghost, telling it that he had changed his character. Sherlock had an urge to tell the man to not be afraid anymore when he woke up in his bed, but he was after all nearly seven, and he didnât want to embarrass himself further in front of his teenage brother.
***
A happy ending wasnât Sherlock favourite, but he would definitely make an exception for this film. The tormented man finally made things right, and Sherlock didnât find his happiness disturbing anymore.
They sat in silence for a while before Sherlock extracted himself from Mycroftâs embrace at the same time as his older brother released him from the tight hold. None of them could look the other in the eye, but the mood between them stayed (almost) friendly until the new year appeared, and they went back to their respective schools.
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Written for @flashfictionfridayofficial with the prompt #FFF336 - donât be afraid. The fic happened after the Plateau Auberge arc.
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Fandom: Kamonohashi Ron no kindan suiri
Characters: Totomaru Isshiki, Ron Kamonohashi
Word count: 1050 (slightly R)
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Around midnight, in an apartment complex in Tokyo where Ron Kamonohashi lived, the buzzer sounded.
There was only person who called in around this time after work.
âToto?â
âMay I come over? It is too late to go back to the flat. Sorry.â Said the man on the monitor.
âPlease. Come up.â
Ron opened the door. He was awake the whole night waiting for Toto to return after the allergic reaction that rendered him to stay in Aichi. He didnât want to admit it at first but it bothered him that Toto was with Kawasemiâs company only to feel elated that his friend had to turn down the Aichi police officer.
âDoes that mean you are not going out tonight with Kawasemi?â
âI canât. Iâd love to. But at the rate things are going, I might faint.â Toto said in between sneezes. Ron remembered.
Ron might be a hikikomori for years, but he was not born yesterday. He knew about intimacy or two, experienced it during his years at the BLUE Academy but suppressed it when it became too complicated. Maybe, he got scared. Love and falling for someone made up the most heinous crime in the world. He didnât need it when he had the most exciting reason to live: deduction. He held the thinking until he met Totomaru Isshiki. He changed everythingârewired his brain and manoeuvred his heartâthe moment he decided to stay with Ron ready to die together with fire surrounding them at the Auberge hotel.
âDonât be afraid.â His brain ordered him over and over again.
That morning when he received a message from Kawasemi asking him if he had plans to celebrate Totoâs birthday, the idea was spontaneous: gather all their friends and acquaintances to celebrate Totoâs birthday. He already laid out a plan.
Toro was here.
He heard heavy footsteps coming from the corridor. Seconds later the haggard figure of his beloved friend appeared walking toward his hallway. To his surprise he stumbled onto him. His head on his shoulder.
âI ammm so tiredddd.â Toto moaned pouncing his friend. âI donât think I have recovered yet from my allergic reaction.â
Ron welcomed his friendâs initiative to seek proximity.
âYou didnât send me a message that you returned.â The forbidden detective replied with a slight pout for a dramatic effect. His hands went up to Totoâs nape, stayed there cradling him.
âI didnât have any time. As soon as I reported from work, Amamiya-senpai immediately gave me something to do.â Toto arranged his head while his hands found Ronâs ribs and carefully wrapped his arms around him. He could smell his friendâs old perfume mixed with his natural scent: fresh and slight sour-ish due to perspiration, but without stink, mind.
âAh! But a text is enough.â Ron murmured.
âSorry. Sorry. It wonât happen again.â
I need you. I want you.
âYou need to go to bed, Toto.â
âJoin me?â
Huh?
âIâd sleep much better if you were beside me. Besides, you also need some sleep. I can tell it from your eyes.â He looked up at Ron, who chuckled softly.
âOkayâŠâ
âGood. Then letâsâŠâ Toto said. âLet me make up to you.â Without saying a word, his lips found Ronâs.
âToto?â
âApologies. It just⊠happened.â Toto loosened his hold on to his friend, stepped away from him a little bit.
Ron panicked slightly. He missed his friendâs hands, his body, on him, touching his skin.
âNo, no, no. PleaseâŠâ
Ron was not able to finish when he felt Totoâs lips on him again. Insistent. Unstoppable.
âHmmmmâŠâ
Tongues collided, sparred like swords. They exchanged salivas. Grunts. Moans. Ron felt hands directly on his skin, fingers removing his grey shirt.
Toto was tired but strangely not for amorous purposes. Ron thought but he did not complain. He loved this version of Toto now, direct and forceful.
They ended up on the wall, his wrists were help up as Toto lapped at his neck, down to his chest attacking his nipples then putting them between his lips. Later he felt teeth gently bit them, tongue nibbling them.
âAhhhhâŠâ
Who would have thought Toto knew these things. The hands moved on to his buttocks gently kneading them like a dough. A finger stubbornly poking inside the hole.
Finally. Ah, fiâŠnal..ly. Between the two of them lay the question on who had to initiate. Two reserved men aching for intimacy.
When the same fingers tried to pull down his jogging pants, he stopped them.
âPerhaps it is better to continue this on a proper bed, Toto.â He placed his hands on to his shoulders, out of breath.
Toto looked up disoriented as if he had seen Ron for the first time.
âUh⊠what⊠sure. Okay.â
Ron opened the door to his bedroom. Toto took of his blazer, untangled his necktie and opened his dress shirt. He heard a click behind him. After he unfastened his belt, he unzipped his slacks pulling them down together with his black socks. He left his underwear, which was also black, unpretentious, unlabelled. He then turned to Ron.
âNow you. I want to see you naked, Ron.â
âLie down.â He answered, almost a whisper.
Toto lay down on the bed without losing any eye contact.
When Ron removed his jogging pants the police officer realised that his friend was not wearing an underwear.
He smiled.
âCome hereâŠâ
He took his left hand and dragged his fingers to Ronâs smooth back. As they pressed their bodies together just feeling up each otherâs nakedness, Toto felt a wave of sudden drowsiness that he could not resist closing his eyes for a minute.
Damn, the meds have worked.
âI am sorry, Ron.â He said quietly. His hands then loosened up the hold to his friendâs arms.
âToto???â The lips stopped kissing his ears and the hands dropped to the bed.
âWhat happened?â
Ron heard a soft snore coming from his friend.
âNot cool, Toto. Why now?â He was a bit irritated, but he couldnât help giggling.
âToto doing the Toto way. What else is new?â
He lay his head on his friendâs chest and closed his eyes.
âWe have time, Toto. I guess,â Ron looked down on his waist, âWhat should I do with this?â
Ron shook his head, sighed, part annoyed, part delighted.
~ tbc ~