my one idea for my tomodachi island has been to erase everything and make it a unicorn. cons: have to actually figure out where to put houses, paths, shops, etc. pros: looks sick as fuuuuck.
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Important announcement about the future of my fics and this account. This is gonna be long so I’ll give a small little summary in the comments of this post.
TW for vent / ranting? Idk what I should be tagging here but be warned that it’s mostly me rambling.
I will no longer be writing (posting at least) or updating any of my fics.
I will also be taking my name off of the collaborations I’ve been doing with Demonic Tendencies and Maternity Chip AU. @hazard-c-horror and @the-cackling-jester will have full reign over these specific fics, and it’s up to them whether or not they want to continue. They’re some of my closest friends but I cannot speak for them.
I’ve thought about this a lot in the past couple months, and while I can admit that my right now might be a little rushed, I do think that I have to do it now or continue to suffer.
Writing was my everything. It helped me through some of my biggest moments in life. I adored every second I got to spend sitting in my chair and writing about these silly shows, but for the past year it’s been awful. I’ve been having to force myself to get up and write just 200 words and if you do anything creative you know it’s gotten really bad when you get to that point.
I was selfish and I kept creating more and more fics and au’s and promises in order to try and maintain a crumbling illusion of joy, but it all came crashing down this past week. I’ve been stressed and my life is changing and I’ve gotten a new full time job and the last thing I want to worry about is having to write a new chapter for any of my fics.
It also doesn’t help that I’ve been suffering my own plethora of mental health issues as well, and this constant fear of loosing readers due to long update times isn’t helping in the slightest. I’ve been rushing chapters and hating the quality of the work I produce. This has been amplified with each shoddy update, and it’s to a point where I’d need to rewrite all my fics to fix which isn’t an option.
This is overall just a lot of rambling.. and to be honest I’m sure half of it isn’t needed and was just a vent for me, but I think this is the main summary:
This account, the name MorriganFey, all my fics- hell- everything that has my name on it will no longer be update or used. I’m changing everything and getting a complete reset.
I’m not sure I’ll ever come back, and that saddens me a whole lot but I’m almost positive that this is what I have to do to move forward in my life.
I highly doubt I’ll come back but on the off chance that I do start posting again I’ll come back here and give y’al my new name.
I loved each and every second I spent keeping all of my readers and this community thriving but in the end I guess it doesn’t matter how much you love something. It can still turn against you and force you into an awful position.
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I think that’s it. There’s a lot more but that’s all I can say without compromising my own privacy.
Goodbye everyone. Being in the Tsams and Eaps fandom and being able to interact with everyone in it brought me so so much happiness, and I will truly miss it.
For the last time ever:
It was great seeing y’all, and I hope y’all have a great day
I'm not sure if this is how all stories portray them, but this is how I choose to view them
Stealing away a few humans to decorate a party
Feeding them faerie fruit and watching as the feeble minded humans get all doggy brained and docile, just yearning for the touch of the faeries who took them from their homes
Just willing to do whatever their new fae masters wish of them, just wanting to feel a gentle brush of a hand, taste another bite of that sickly sweet, mind melting fruit that helped entrap them in this new life, even if just for a night
Forced to dance, crawl around naked on the floor, please whichever fey that deigns to grace that empty little head with a purpose
And then it's morning
You wake up on a hill, and it's cold, and you aren't wearing any clothes, and drool is just making it's way down the side of your face
Your memories are dim, but you still remember those hauntingly beautiful faces
That addicting flavour
How good everything felt for that one night
Even knowing how humiliated you were, how you were taken and used as entertainment
You yearn to be stolen away again
Yearn to be fed that sweet faerie fruit
Yearn to hear those sweet words
Yearn to have every choice made for you again
While your thoughts grow fuzzy and you just focus
Focus on being a silly little human and just doing as the more intelligent fey bid you to
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It's me saying hi at the end of the year haha since a lil'birdie whispered that artistic noodz are apparently allowed? BUT anyway, hope everyone is doing fine?
I'm still my old pen and paper and vidya games enjoying self - some things never change, right? :D
