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We are competitive human beings
Why be the best on something when you know you're doing your best at it? Why is it never enough? Life is too short to simply spend our lives worrying about something we are not. Do what you like, be who you like. Never stay quite when inside you're screaming but learn when to keep silent.
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What happen to what we wanted to be? When did it all change? Suddenly I realise things are not as good as I thought they were. Things before weren't as bad as they felt. Everything complicates, we got lost on our way to become something that will never be, or who knows maybe we found something better but we can't see it yet.
I just wanted to say, wherever you are in this world. You're special and I would love to meet you.
Society should f up.
We are afraid of everything. No one choose to be here but we choose to stay. We are all atoms that collide constantly creating molecules and so on, we are chemical reactions. We try to find reasons to be, instead of being. We worry so much about things that aren't really worth our time. Do we do what we love? Do we do what is best for us? Because life can end now, truth is, no one knows what happens next. Fucking live your life, not the "yolo" type but, push yourself to be what you want to be and eventually you will be. Stop overthinking and overanalysing things, stop worrying about something that already happen. Its your life, not theirs. So fuck them and live your life.
-C
140 kph
Yesterday I was feeling blue. Don't even ask why because I ask myself too. But it was until i was bothering a friend that got a really cool mini cooper (a friend and me were telling him it was a gay car etc) so he told us he was going to give us a ride. He drifted through the traffic with one of my favorites songs and he was 140kph. It was crazy, but it made feel infinite (like in perks of being a wallflower). Even thought it was only 5 mins ride, it was awesome. I think i will never forgit that.
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Choices
People make choices every day every time life presents us an event. Whether it is what dress you will wear tonight, or if you're going to fire and end the life of another one. I truly believe people ALWAYS choose what seemed best from what they could choose, but the thing is that many of the choices affect others and the others don't really understand why. It's hard judging someone because we are not them and we didn't had that decision. I might be so mad at someone, even if their decision seemed reckless, they had reasons. And now I have the choice of how I'm going to deal with it.
Patience
"Good things come to those who wait"
I personally HATE that because it's not totally true. Some people can't just sit there while you have spend almost 12 years of your life in a school for them to get something better than you. (that's an example) I mean, sometimes you do have to wait, but that moment is when you already did something about it. When you did all you had to, the only thing left is waiting, being patient. Believe it or not, I'm one of the most patient person you could ever meet but I hate being patience because that means you already did something and now whatever happens isn't your decision. But the best part is when you're done waiting and it's all worth it and stuff.
Still, I hate waiting.
- C
Ghostly
They say teenage is an age were people find themselves and who they are and how they fit in society. But I'm actually 17 and I still have no idea of what I want to be or were do I belong. I feel if i don't try and really express myself, people won't get what I'm trying to express and won't understand me. I feel if I don't express what I want the right way, they will get me wrong and get an idea that I'm not trying to project. It feels ghostly. Roaming around trying to show yourself but all you can express is nothing but something you're not. Maybe I'm the only one feeling this way, maybe not. Until you get to the point were been seen is no longer a wish. That's when society crushes you, because you can't be accepted in a place were they don't feel accepted. The only one that can accept you is you. And that's when you start being you, when criticism hits every flaw and mistake you make, but that's ok because now you are yourself.
