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Okay.... okay..... what about 13 going the fuck off! Like finally getting to fully loose her goddamn temper, the oncoming storm and all that shit and River be watching her full on heart eyes mother fucker đđ and then calming her back down in the tardis???????
Thank you anon! I loved writing this, Iâm in a dark!13 mood anyway to this was brilliant, hope you like it!Â
Out of Control
Word count: 2100
Rating: T
Ship: River/Thirteen
River slowly woke up, her muscles ached, she was disoriented. She still felt the effects of the numbing agent in her system. She groaned and slowly tried opening her eyes, the light was blinding her. There were voices but she just couldnât tune into what they were saying just yet. She tried to push herself up and realised her hands were cuffed. Clearly someone believed handcuffs were needed even as she was unconscious⊠they knew her well. So whoever had kidnapped her knew who they were dealing with. She searched her mind for the last thing she remembered. Luna university⊠grading papersâŠÂ
âI donât know who you think you are but you better run along, this is none of your concern.â River knew that voice, the realisation hit her. Her eyes finally adjusted to the light and she was able to make out the shape of Madame Kovarian. She was sure it was her, even if her back was turned to her. Even after all this time⊠she should have known she wasnât quite rid off her. Just because she had died in the aborted timeline, didnât mean she wasnât still out there somewhere hatching another plan. A plan that was always going to involve River, her perfect weaponâŠÂ
âYou have no idea, do you? Well thatâs just perfect.â River spotted another person who was just approaching them. She couldnât quite make them out as Madame Kovarian was standing in the way, but it was a female voice that River didnât recognise. âI suggest you run while you still have the chance.â
âOut of our way.â Madame Kovarian said, the woman was clearly interfering with whatever they were doing here. River had a look around. They were on the surface of a planet and a barren one at that. Rocks and blazing sun, that was about it. What could they possibly be doing here? There were a couple of guards with them and a shuttle was parked quite close by.
âOh no, Madame Kovarian, out of my way.â The woman said and there was a tense moment of silence.Â
âHow do youâŠâ Madame Kovarian sounded genuinely confused and so was River, who was this person? Feeling a little bit more awake, River pushed herself up to get better look at what was going on. She peered past Madame Kovarian to the mystery woman that was facing her down. A petite blonde with very little sense of style. She had to be sweltering in this heat with her long coat on. There was something about her though, a certain twinkle in her eyes and a steely determination. It sent a jolt through River as the woman noticed her sitting up and they locked eyes. There were three more people who were keeping their distance, two men and a woman, who looked rather confused themselves.Â
âI really think you ought to let Professor Song go now, before I make you. This is the last time you try to take advantage of her.â The blonde returned her attention to Madame Kovarian while River grew even more unsettled. How did she know who she was?
âAh sleeping beauty is awake, we havenât got time for this.â Madame Kovarian looked back to see River awake and she gave her a gleeful smile. Then she looked back at the other woman and gave her soldiers a signal. âKill her.â
âI really wouldnât if I were you.â The young woman replied as she pulled a device out of her pocket and directed it at the guards that had raised their rifles. Their weapons jammed.Â
âWhoâŠâ Madame Kovarian seemed genuinely thrown by how events were unfolding. River, however, felt her breath catch. That was a sonic screwdriver, was it not? She looked around and thatâs when she spotted the tip of something blue just peeking out from behind a dune. Why, hello, Sweetie!
âHow are you going to kill the Doctor if you donât even recognise them?â The Doctor titled her head slightly amused.
âYou canât be.â Madame Kovarian shot back in disbelief.Â
âI am. And I suggest you step away from my wife and run. Very. Very. Very far away.â The Doctor took another step towards them. She gave River a wink who still couldnât quite believe it. That was a rather unexpected turn of events but certainly a delightful one. Being a woman certainly suited her husband.
âThis is a trick.â Madame Kovarian insisted.Â
âFinal warning.â The Doctor twirled her screwdriver in her hand. âStep away from her.â She focused her steely gaze on the woman that was responsible for for much pain, so much suffering. The Doctor hadnât forgiven her, even after all this time, what she had done to her beloved Ponds.Â
âOr what, Doctor? If you actually are who you say you are, thank you for coming out to play and making this easier for everyone involved.â Madame Kovarian seemed to be frantically working on a way of turning the Doctorâs premature appearance into an advantage.Â
âI was actually hoping I would meet you again some day.â The Doctor said.
âIs that so?â
âYes.â She nodded pushing her hands into her pockets. âI hate leaving unfinished business.â
âSo what are you going to do, Doctor? Kill me?â Madame Kovarian chuckled and looked around. The Doctor appeared unarmed and her companions, who didnât exactly look threatening, were keeping their distance.
âYou have no idea how tempting it is. After everything youâve done to her. I would enjoy it but you're not worth the effort.â The Doctor stepped right up to her now, her voice was low and threatening. And then she pushed right past her, knocking her shoulder into hers, forcing her way through. âNow get out of my way.â The Doctor focused her attention on River as she knelt down and reached out to undo her cuffs.
âHello, SweetieâŠâ She smiled but River didnât have time to properly respond as her attention snapped back to Madame Kovarian.
âDoctor, behind you!âÂ
The Doctor turned around just in time to see Madame Kovarian lunging for her with a knife. In this new body, the Doctor was quite quick. She ducked the knife and slammed herself into her attacker at waist height. Her momentum worked in her favour and Madame Kovarian slammed to the ground. The Doctor was on top of her in an instant and knocked the knife from her hand. She grabbed it for herself and pressed it to her attackerâs throat forcing her to stop struggling.Â
âWas it worth it?â The Doctor bellowed at her, the adrenaline rushing through her veins, her emotions heightened. âAll the effort, the time that went into it. Riverâs life? Amyâs pain? It was all for nothing. I held my silence. The timelords didnât return. In fact, theyâre wiped out for good. But none of it thanks to you, all the pain youâve caused was for nothing and still you canât stop. It is over. Your pointless quest has run its course!â
âSilence must fall.â Madame Kovarian pressed through gritted teeth, she tried to push herself into the ground away from the blade but the Doctor held her in place.Â
âGive me a break, youâre delusional. Itâs all done with. All that remains is your own obsession.â The Doctor shot back.Â
âLook at yourself, you deserve to be stopped, youâre out of control.â Madame Kovarian spat.Â
âYou havenât seen me out of control yet, would you like to?â The Doctorâs voice dropped becoming low, threatening and almost smooth. There was a dangerous twinkle in her eyes. âWhy donât you ask the Daleks what thatâs like? Or the Cybermen? Or maybe ask yourself where all my names have come from? Destroyer of worlds. The Oncoming Storm. The Doctor of War⊠would you like to find out?â Her voice was barely more than a whisper and River felt her heartbeats quicken. She had never seen the Doctor like this. It took her breath away. âNot so brave now, are you?â The Doctor smirked. âOf all my enemies, Madame Kovarian, there is no-one I despise quite as much as you. I will never forgive what youâve done to the people I love. If you value your life, you will spend the rest of it as far away from my wife as you possibly can. And from me. Because the next time we cross paths, I will kill you. Youâve had your warning.â The fierce determination, the protectiveness, the blatant display of power, River couldnât deny that it did something to her.Â
âYou are dangerous, Doctor.â Madame Kovarian retorted, her eyes wide.Â
âYes, I am. Never forget that.â The Doctor let go of her and got to her feet. âThe only reason why Iâm not killing you right now is because I want you to take this message to every member of your little chapter. If any of you ever come for my wife again, I will hunt you down one by one and kill you. And believe me, I have time to spare.â She threw the knife into the sand right next to Madame Kovarianâs head. She had no need for it. She looked at the soldiers who backed away from them. Her warning was received loud and clear.
âThis is not over Doctor.â Madame Kovarian insisted as she pushed herself up. The Doctor helped River to her feet and unlocked her handcuffs with her sonic.Â
âYes. It is.â She didnât even look at her, her attention fully devoted to her wife as she brushed her hand against her cheek. âLetâs go.â She pointed River in the direction of her friends.Â
âYouâve not seen the last of us, Doctor!â Madame Kovarian shouted as they started walking, frustrated for being ignored.Â
âYes, I have.â The Doctor turned, her anger resurfacing. She directed her sonic at the shuttle. In the heat of the blazing sun, a spark was enough. The fuel lines ignited and the shuttle exploded. âYou should have just kept your mouth shut.â She took hold of Riverâs hand and they kept walking towards the Tardis.
âYou canât just leave us here.â Madame Kovarian caught up with them, grabbed the Doctor by the shoulder to stop her.Â
âYes I can.â The Doctor answered completely disinterested.Â
âHow will I spread your message?â Madame Kovarian knew the implications of their shuttle destroyed. The planet was hostile and they would be stuck. She had to find a way to appeal to the Doctorâs famous better nature and mercy. âYou wouldnât actually leave us stranded would you?â The Doctor turned back, stepped right into Madame Kovarianâs personal space.
âActually, I was lying.â She hummed. âI will be happy to spread the word myself. The reason why Iâm not killing you right now is because I expect it would distress my friends too much to see it. They donât think Iâm capable of that and Iâd like to keep them thinking that.â Then she smirked a little. âTheyâre wrong of course. Iâm more than happy to pass this death sentence. This planet is nothing but rock and dust, uninhabited, no vegetation or water. And now you have no means of travel. You will be dead within the week. Have a good long think about the actions that brought you here.â Then she turned back to River who gave her a satisfied and approving nod and they carried on on their way.Â
âRiver, you canât let her do this.â River ignored Madame Kovarianâs plea. It didnât undo the damage done to her life and that of her parents but it certainly felt like justice was being served. âDoctor!!âÂ
âThere are things out there I canât protect you from, but this, I had to do.â The Doctor said and squeezed Riverâs hand as they headed back to the Tardis. She tried her best not to think about what was yet to come for her wife. Not long until Darillium for her. And then the Library⊠âTheyâre gone from your life forever. From now on, the only one that has power over you, is me.âÂ
âOh Sweetie, yes please.â River smirked flirty and pressed her lips to hers.