#feline aggression

This level of aggression is a pretty serious one, and if you’re making it work for you, that’s good. But others may not be able to deal with something similar. 

Had to up Sierra's meds because she's had 4 asthma attacks over the last three days. Downside to that is it ups her aggression~ Still, it's been awhile since she's attacked me. Today my Niece was crying because she sprained her finger, she was calling me from the washroom crying. I hobbled down the hall on my crutches...the crying triggered Sierra and since I'm her target, she went after me. Being on the crutches, there was nothing I could do to stop the attack and of course every scream made her more angry. The blood is from where she grabs to hold on tight so she can bite super hard...and those bites will bruise. I'm very lucky I didn't fall over because that could have been bad and that my Mum was able to coming running to distract her.

We may have to give her and her kittens to someone with no pets because her aggression is too much. This is not at all what I want to do, I've only had her for like two years but this is so sudden. She's making the other cats in the house scared, she cut my cat mama to the point she was bleeding. It wasn't a bad cut though. She's not aggressive with people, just the other cats. But not her kittens of course. But I don't know what to do. We've tried taking her to the vet and we can't figure out what's wrong with her. We tried having her stoned most of the time (catnip lol) and that didn't work. My mom found this thing, I guess it's a scent diffuser and it releases some sort of hormone to help cats stay calm? My moms going to grab it and if that doesn't work, we are going to try one of those "thunder shirts/vests" they are meant for cats with anxiety from thunder storms but it's worth a shot. I might just have to keep her locked in my room, (it's fairly big and her kittens are there too obviously) I have a bed, food, water and a litter box in there for her, but oh my god she just scratches and scratches to get out and I can't get any sleep. I haven't slept in over 39 hours. Not even a minute so I'm so exhausted and on edge. I just want to know why this is happening. She other cats are nowhere near the kittens when munchkin attacks, she's had kittens once before and she was never like his and we've had cat #1 mama, for over 10 years, cat #2 for about 4 years? That cat is munchkins birth mom and we've had my cat Jasper for almost a year but she's never had issues until a few days ago. When she attacks the cats, it's so loud and fast and vicious and I'm the one that has to grab munchkin because either my moms too slow of I'm the only one home and when I put munchkin back in my room I have a panic attack, I can't breathe normally if at all, I sit on the floor and shake, I cry, and honestly all of this is so bad for my PTSD. ALSO, I feel like I'm abusing her by having her in my room most of the time. But my other cats are at risk. Mama is old, she was a stray so we don't even know how old she is but she's getting there, and my other two cats are small. Poor Jasper too, I think he's got anxiety, he gets scared of certain noises and none of my other cats do that. I just want everything to be okay, maybe munchkin will stop when the kittens are older, I just can't give her away. I can't. This was so long, I'm sorry I just needed to talk about it. I'm worried, scared, confused, angry and sleep deprived.

I really wish she didn’t need to be on steroids but they are what work best for her asthma right now.

He's started blocking off my path to the kitchen/my room, meowing loudly until I pet him then hissing loudly and swiping at my ankles when I stop and try to walk past him. LOOK FATASS, I HAVE WORK TO DO. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE. oh goooodd.