#feferi posting

I close my eyes and I can see

The world that's waiting up for me

That I call my own

Through the sweeps, through the tears

There’ll be vicious fights and fear

But at the end, we’ll be home

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy

They can say, they can say I've lost my mind

I don't care, I don't care, so call me crazy

We can live in a world that we design

'Cause every night I lie in bed

The brightest colours fill my head

A million dreams are keeping me awake

I think of what the world could be

A vision of the one I see

A million dreams is all it's gonna take

Oh a million dreams for the world we're gonna make

There’s a game we can play

Even when we lose our way

I’ll make sure we dream

Bubbled up, all white-eyed

Yes I know we might have died

Doesn’t mean we can’t dream

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy

They can say, they can say we’ve lost our minds

We don't care, we don't care, so call us crazy

Fighting for the world that we’ll design

'Cause every night I lie in bed

The brightest colours fill my head

A million dreams are keeping me awake

I think of what the world could be

A vision of the one I see

A million dreams is all it's gonna take

Oh a million dreams for the world we're gonna make

However big, however small

Let me be part of it all

Share your dreams with me

I know I won’t be here for it all

But say that you’ll bring me along

To the world we see

To the world we close our eyes to see

We close our eyes to see

Every night, I lie in bed

The brightest colors fill my head

A million dreams are keeping me awake

I think of what the world could be

A vision of the one I see

A million dreams is all it's gonna take

A million dreams for the world we're gonna make

You can tell me that you’re right for me

But I can tell you that’s a lie

You can say you want the best for me

But that won’t stop me from saying goodbye

Red and pining say that you’re in love

You say we’re not done yet

But you’re an anchor and I’ve had enough

Of you dragging me down into your depths

Ohhhh

All diamonds lose their shine

Ohhhh

Don’t call me, I’ll be fine

I just can’t keep holding onto you

Hoping you find peace just like I’m gonna do

So long my old friend, we’ve had some happy times

It’s time to start the game and start up the rest of my life

I’ve spent too long looking after you

You’ve spent too long trying to hide

So tell me friend, whatcha gonna do?

You’re left with nothing not even your pride

Call it defeatist or just call me cruel

But I’m too tired to try

Our moirallegiance’s done for through and through

If I said I was sad that’d be a lie

Ohhhh

All diamonds lose their shine

Ohhhh

Don’t call me, I’ll be fine

I just can’t keep holding onto you

Hoping you find peace just like I’m gonna do

So long my old friend, we’ve had some happy times

(Spoken)

Maybe Eridan's right

Maybe there is something the matter with me

I just don’t see why culling means we have to kill, and not heal

(Sung)

Look at my pets, aren’t they neat?

Wouldn’t you think my collection’s complete?

Wouldn’t you think you think I’m the troll, the troll who cares for everything?

Look at my hive, creatures untold

How many cuttlefish can these cages hold?

Looking around here you’d think- shore, she’s got everything.

I’ve got starfish and lobsters aplenty, There’s sea horses and oysters galore

See my mantis shrimps? I’ve got twenty!

But who cares, no big deal- I want more

I wanna see all my subjects thrive

I wanna see, wanna see them happy

Walking around on their- what do they call them again? Fronds?

Killing the weak is just not my jive

To cull should mean to heal and care for

Keeping them all so safe- away from all harm

Up where they walk, up where they run

Up where they stay away from the sun

Wanting to live, wish I could give (them)

A kinder world

It’d be my right, to spend the nights culling the infirm

It’d be my task, no questions asked, to love all the weak

Betcha on land, they’d understand 

Bet they don’t reprimand their moirails

Bright young princess, heir apparent, ready to lead

And ready to show just what I know

I’ll tend all the lowbloods and be so helpful

I’ll serve them truly and redefine what it means to cull

When’s it my turn? Wouldn’t I love?

Love to take over that world up above?

Out of the sea

Wish I could lead

Somewhere in the Furthest Ring but I can’t place it

I kinda hate it, it’s so spacious 

Close my eyes, fantasize

Someday I’ll be back home

When I get back I'll lay around

Then I'll get up and lay back down

No games to win, no queens to kill

There's no place like my room

But you had to go

I know, I know, I know

Like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore

Not even our clown friend waits out here anymore

And you had to go

I know, I know, I know

In a post scratch world, I’ll find a new life

To get over what I left behind

A new friend in hand, with melded soul

But it never replaced the old

Thought I could be this brand new trollsprite

But you loved me too much, to accept that I’d died

And I’d changed once, then once more again

Pulled apart by your fight

So I gotta go

I know, I know, I know

When the ending comes, I’m to leave alone

But I'm not gonna go down or bow out with words untold

I'm gonna sing out

I know, I know, I know

I gotta go now

I know, I know, I know

Leaving now, don’t look back

Let the dreams I lost keep me on track

Went looking for a creation myth

Ended up with some blood-soaked lips

Eyes open wide, sing along

To some “interfishin” improv waiting song

A pirate ship, respite from 

All the sorrows yet to come

Eyes open, white, remember not

The feeling of being one then ripped apart

Our endings and our origins

All come down to a green twit’s whims

Either way, we're not alone

I'll find a bubble to be from

Like seafoam splits and vanishes

I’ll soak up life and turn to mist

No, I'm not afraid to disappear

An old friend said, "The end is near"

I turned around, there was nothing there

Yeah, I guess the end is here

The end is here

The end is here

The end is here

The Condesce they say

Took Heiresses away

And culled them tender and young

Into space she roams

In search of new homes

And far her song is sung

Yo ho all hands 

Hoist the colors high

Heave ho, all her cullers

Never shall she die

Many have died

And some are alive

They tell of her savagery

In whispered tones

That rattle bones

They beg, they plead mercy

Yo ho all hands 

Hoist the colors high

Heave ho, all her cullers

Never shall she die

Yo ho all together

Hoist the colors high

Heave ho, say your prayers

For never shall she die

But as it went, the price she spent

For an empire as vast as the skies

She was too far

From her home, now charred

And now in ruins it lies

Yo ho all hands 

Hoist the colors high

Heave ho, all her cullers

Never shall she die

Yo ho all hands

Hoist the colors high

Queen of the last of the trolls

Lyrics:

I carry the weight of you in my heavy heart

And this hole you put through me, makes me feel numb

I carry the weight of you heading back to start

Back to where it all began, now we can’t go on

Yeah, I’m tired, not growing older

I’m more lifeless every day, yeah

I carry the weight of you

I carry the weight of you

Lay down here

Beside me in the ocean water

Beside me where the moons are shining on us still

Lay down here

Beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me and remember who we used to be until

The game did call us

We fight on the meteor and it all goes wrong

And you hurt me so badly

It’s hard to breathe

Oh

Yeah, I’m tired, not growing older

I’m more lifeless every day, yeah

We fight on the meteor

We fought on the meteor

Lay down here

Beside me in the ocean water

Beside me where the moons are shining on us still

Lay down here

Beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me and remember who we used to be until

The game did call us

Yeah, I’m tired, not growing older

I’m more lifeless every day, yeah

I am fighting, but you’re stealing 

Every breath- take me away and just

Lay down here

Beside me in the ocean water

Beside me where the moons are shining on us still

Lay down here

Beside me in the hallowed water

Beside me and remember who we used to be until

We know full well there’s no time

But it feels wrong to toss this life

And your heart was full of love

If it’s full again well could you give it up?

So what about what about your love?

You had it once, lost it once- was it special?

Even so, don’t give me up

Don’t give me up

How unfair it’s just my luck

Found something real just out of touch

But if you’d searched what’s left of the world

Could you dare to let it go?

So what about what about your love?

You had it once, lost it once- was it special?

Even so, don’t give me up

Don’t give me up

So what about what about your love?

You had it once, lost it once- was it special?

It’s not about not about our love