#feelscape

let me warm you / explosive affection.

Only in Runescape lol...

Some guy posted this picture to the RS Reddit trying to show the adverse effects of Meth addiction, and this was another guy's rebuttal:

"To me it seems like in the first picture, Aris has terminal cancer. After a long downhill battle involving lots of chemo, her condition has continued to deteriorate. One of her friends tells her about the medicinal effects of marijuana and scared and tired of her seamlessly hopeless struggle, Aris decides to give it a shot.

The second picture is six months after starting to smoke marijuana medicinally and Aris has started to feel like her old self again. her cancer has gone into remission and her chemotherapy has stopped. Despite the cancer being gone, she feels constantly lethargic and does her own "research" into other illicit drugs when she stumbles across the side effects of methamphetamine. At once she's hooked. Her energy is back and she's feeling 100%.

The third picture is taken another 6 months later after the meth addiction has taken its toll. Aris feels as if she is all there but her body is slowly withering away. Strength leaves her slowly as she continues to deteriorate. Each hit of meth brings her back up temporarily, but each time she smokes, it seems as though the feeling becomes shorter and shorter. Weeks go by like days and her mind is constantly numbed by the insatiable desire for meth.

I just reached 150 followers, which is a small milestone compared to some but it's still one I'm proud of! Especially given the lacklustre kind of posts that I've been making recently (sorry for that again)!

I also wanna give a huge shoutout to Annie for being the first RuneScape tumblr blog that I found which led to her ultimately becoming the inspiration behind me reviving this old account, playing this great game again and also joining the great community here on the tag. So thanks!

it's a lot to read so I'll highlight the usernames! please read the bit at the bottom :3 xxxx

I very rarely post emotions/personal things on my blog but I think people in my life deserve to know how much I appreciate them. So... I will only be mentioning people from the tag, because otherwise this could go on forever. Everyone like kris and laes ik you might read this, get a tumblr n i might mention u lil shitz <3 ily doe bbys u ma lil chilrun. <3 I also have to mention... since I posted about Joyce I've had an overwhelming amount of support and I can't thank everyone enough for that. It's really helping me get through, Joyce's daughter is texting me regularly, but from what she's said I believe today might be the day, or tomorrow. I cant thank all of you enough for your kindness and I appreciate it so much, thank you thank you thank you xxxx

Josh :3 (Zodiiac) my big brother! a lot of people don't believe me when I say you're my brother :o You're funny, kind, sweet, and the best big brother I could have asked for :3 you're supar aweshum good at rs and have a phat that makes me wanna hijack ur account jus sayin. ilyyy! :3 and hope your having fun at work hehe, cya later :3 piri piri chicken is 4 dinner omg yas

How could I not mention Zachkk :3 We met on Runescape.. and hated eachother. legit hated eachother, wanted to kick eachother in the jaw. Then we spoke in our clan skype chat and I was like who de fk is this guy trying to be Ricky Bobby and I didn't realise he was zachkk, he helped me to come out of my shell and stop being a stuck up, moody, control freak that somehow my clan had made me become, and I can honestly say I've never been happier. He's a total q-t, he makes me laugh ALL the freakin' time, he makes fun of how I can't fart, his friends are always awesome whenever I meet them, and I can't imagine my life without him at this point. 1 year and..... um.. 4 almost 5 months strong, I wuv u bby :3 x

JUUUJUUUU<3  u ma btch, u ma hoe, u ma errthin. Oliver, sometimes Olympic. She rasin, but she be glen grapo soon innit<3 inside joke? ye.. sorry if you're confused. Ily bby! ur hawt af and you're rs outfits are the cutest ever! we talk almost everyday and the fact you have a pug makes me very... very.. jealous.. and I luv lil piggy. ur ma bffl and I wouldn't change u 4 a pug i swear - talk later bby <33333

JoeJoe! aka lima aka baby hulk <3 one of the funniest, sweetest and most badayysss people I've ever met on Runescape. I love talking to you, you always make me laugh! we need 2 talk more i order it. x

Corbin / Cornbin! You are such a cutie i s2g! You're so funny to talk to, you're very very kind and sweet and yo' is a badass dude! I can't wait to talk to you even more than we do already, ily! xxx

Ryan/ Zeare/ Vtap I WUB U<3 one of my closest friends that I've made from Runescape, ur a qt! ryan plsss<3 we've been on skype calls, teamspeak, talking on rs more times than I can remember :3 you're awesome dude and I can't wait to talk to you soon <3 wub u!

Chaotici / Dean!! one of my closest friends ever, I love you so much man! I totally forgot you had a tumblr lmfao my bad<333 I talk to you near enough everyday and I gotta say you're such an awesome person, you're funny, kind, and an awesome friend, ily <333 don h8 me cuz i 4got u had a tumblr im sorry ily pls use my drygores whenver u want omg xxxxxx

Stua rt! we've only spoken a hand full of times but the times we have talked have been so amazing and I honestly can't wait to talk more. we both seem to be huuuuge movie geeks and in love with a lot of actors/actresses! That was probably one of the best talks about movies and celebs in my life and it was so badass :') hope to speak to you soon at ivys! xxx

Le Kaspyyyy! you're so awesome and funny :D easily one of my favourite blogs, u where a qt gurl and an even qter guy! you get a lot of shit that you really don't deserve, you're super okay? ily xxxx

Trevor aka Red Gengar!! you. are. awesome. You've been one of the most supportive people I've ever spoken to from Runescape, you are very kind and I appreciate you as my friend so much. When this awful thing with Joyce happened you where the first person to approach me and you've been nothing but awesome ever since, thank you so much for being my friend, you iz badass<3 xxxx

Josh aka Omni Reflect or w/e ur fkin name is now. ur a fgt ok. but ive known you like 5 ever, stop givin me shit bout not bein max!!! be a guy on rs u creepy lil sht. ily even though ur a bit of a nob. i tried but ur a nob, ily doe homie <3 talk more soon :3 xxxx

Avidly aka Joey! You're such a sweet guy and I love talking to you! we've been friends a long time now and I think you are one of the first runescape epoeple I've ever approached to talk to :3 xxx

Sovrakha! Ily hun youre so so sweet<33 we talk a lot on runescape at ivys with joetoise, on skype, at g.e, I think you're one of my favourite people in all honesty, we need to talk more! <3 xxxx

Alexxxx<333 aka Enzymicide! You where one of the first max/comp people I'd ever spoken too :) we dont talk as much now as we used too but I really hope this changes<333

Joetoise! You're so awesome dude :D I love talking to you and Sovrakha! and grats on how many 99s you two have gotten together :3 can't wait to talk to you more! xx

Visu! I miss you so muchhhh :c COME BACK. We talk from time to time and you're so awesome! :D and suuuch a babe :3 talk soon hun! xxxx

Saradomin aka Annie Aka Kristianne, I speak to you from time to time at nw g.e! I honestly love your blog sooo much, it's one of my favourites, you are such a sweet girl and you for sure keep me motivated on runescape :3 <3 ily! xxxx ALSO I love the little jingle noise your blog makes and I've been doing it like 10 minutes...

Eppy Umbreon! <333 I think you're so awesome! I've known you a really long time, since you joined ror! you're so sweet and I love talking to you! <3 i hope to see you online more often! :o xxx

Lee aka themindofregicidal aka Regicidal.. aka, Mod Lee! omg how many names do you have?! ahah! we've spoken from time to time in private and I got to say you're such a sweet and genuine guy, you're my favourite jmod and I love your videos and posts on tumblr. You deserve that mod status so much and you're such an appreciative guy and actually interact so well with your followers/audience, keep being awesome! :D xxxx

Kris, just realised u had a blog. nice blog loser did u buy it from ur mum <33333 u suck ok ily bye

Penneh aka ECTOPHIAL CUZ I DIDN'T KNOW THAT OMG IM DUMB :'c  grats on max u hottie<333333 Ily :3 you're so sweet omg I wanna talk more so so bad, my friend talks about you alll the time :D <3 xxxx

** this is for those awesome people I've spoken too but I don't reallllyyy know all that well! I'd love to talk to you all more! honestly :3 ***

JDC pls orr... I forgot what you are now.. something JDC! I've spoken to you some times on teamspeak and a lot in the tumblr fc, mainly about food tbh... haha! I think you're such an awesome guy and I'd really like to talk to you some more! :D

Ashindice! you're such a sweet guy omg! and I love your art<33333 I'd love to talk to you more :3 you are super cool xxx

EliteVoidz aka Dan! you're so awesome! we used to talk a LOT but I hardly get to talk to you anymore! I really need to start popping up more often :3 you're supar kwl <33333

Divine/ Kenya Not... I swear idk why, I lose it whenever anyone says "Kenya Not mate" on teamspeak, its why i never have the automatic voice detection cuz I'm just in my room dying haha! you're so funny, when you, blur, steve and orion get together on teamspeak its so cool to just sit back and listen to you guys, you're all so awesome!

Gielinoir! I've hardly spoken to you, it's been a handful of times, but you are such a babe! you're so sweet and I'd really love to get to know you more whenever you're not as busy :3 xxxxx

Zack / zack-rs! we've spoken a hand full of times and you're such a cool dude! :D we gotta play minecraft some time >:3 I love you're blog, we gotta talk again soon! xxxxx

Cosmic Awe! we've only talked a couple times from when I remember, you where in ror! :D we talk a lot at nw/g.e though but never had a 1 to 1 convo :3 I'd love to talk to you dude xxx

Jess/Blue Waffles...idk u but ur super hot and ily so much your blog is awesome and i kinda fan girl.. you talk to my brother a lot and he says how awesome u r and I'm like.. phhyeah obv + she hot, ok bye ily x

KChimerical! I've spoken to you only a couple of times but you're such a sweet girl and I love your blog so much! I'd really love to talk to you some more :3 xxx

Tentscape! I love your blog ;o I have harrdly ever spoken to you but I would really like too :3 <3 xxx

jpop! <333 the first and only artwork I've ever done because I got bombarded with requests and kinda forgot to do them all :'))) omg i really need to do that at some point... I think you're so sweet<3 weve talked on occation and you're so awesome! I love your blog and the fact your avatar is stillll the picture I did for you makes me so happy omg, Ily!<3 xxxx

EmeraNova!<3 I love your blog! mime is life :) you're a super sweet guy and I really wanna talk to you some more xxx

Faquax! I loove your blog so much! I don't think I've spoken to you much at all but.. I totally fan girl on your blog and I'd really love to get to know you! x

Tia and Lulu<3 we've spoken from time to time and I think you're so cool :3 I also love your blog a tonnn :D I'd really love to talk more some time :3 xxx

Blur! hi blur :3 we've talked a lil on teamspeak and a couple times on skype :D you're like.. one of my favourite blogs ever, you're really funny and I would like to know you more :D xx

Steve, hi man! :D talked a few times here and there on teamspeak, you're really funny and I'd love to talk to you more :) xxx

Jarno! Ive known you for such a long time, you're a cool dude! we need to talk more man I feel like I hardly get to speak to you! see you at nw g.e w73 :3 xxxx

Hidden, gratz on always liking everything on my tumblr ;D we've spoken a couple times and you're a nice dude! I just think sometimes you don't get my jokes and take them to heart :'3 I honestly mean nothing by it! xxx

************** This has made me realise how many awesome people I've met on Runescape that are JUST on the tag, let alone the whole game. I love every single one of you, you all keep me motivated to keep on playing and you're all so fabalus and ily all <3 thank you*****************

************** if I didn't mention you here please be free to drop me a message and tell me de fk off and I'll add ot this.. as you can see I had to try remember a shit ton of people and now my brain has gone too mush ahah xxxxxx **********

Basically I went on a nostalgia trip and I like to make a post of some of my closest friends throughout the years. Some stories comes with a lot of regret, and some come with joy.