Went out with ex work mates at a shabu shabu buffet. I am not really a big fan of buffet. But I enjoyed it with them.

And now what, my first love greeted me in advance and my heart skipped like it did when I was heads over heels with her. Hehe she will forever have that effect in me no matter how long it has been and no matter how times has changed. My first, will always be my first. Hehe

Anyways, my introvert self is kinda in shambles because I am too shy to invite. Now I invited my closest, and let them disseminate my invite. Gosh I am too shy or anxious or afraid. I feel like I would enjoy it with just drinking with my father. Hehe but whatever happens tom it's going to be fine hehe.

Fun fam day.

— Snow on the a Beach, Taylor Swift

I really like this person but I don't think I like her enough to make a fool out of myself. Maybe I already did. And it turn out so badly I want to hang it up. Will I?

Sometimes I think I am doing it for the sake of being with someone, not hundred percent because of my admiration for that person. That when I am imagining the things that would become of us, it kinda gives me anxiety. Is that an indication that it is not worth it? I hope I find it out soon. I can't wait forever.

Christmas with fam. I am so grateful with everything that You have blessed me with! I don't think I could want anything else 🙏🙏🙏

Anyways, don't want to ruin christmas because of stupid expectations.

So are we going back to what we have always been? Hahahuhu

Posted these on my dumpy.

Slow day again lols

I feel like our christmas will be a little less happy since we are only few hehe but I think we should live with it because at least we have each other hehe. And I want to cook steak hehe looks like I might have to learn it first.

Can't wait for the happy december times yayysss

Coffee date with cha yay always plenty of kwentuhan. I can tell her all but the truth of who I really like is not one of them hayssss Really grateful to have someone constant in my life. 💓