yknow, ive realized that im pretty... lonely. i have my partner and my dad, but i dont really have any real friends that i talk to regularly. i had a few irl, but bc of drama, no longer really have them. im slowly befriending 2 other irl folks that ive known for a while, but its... slow-going, i guess?
im not in any discord servers bc i dont really do well with groups, and my only actual platonic relationship lives in my hometown and we rarely talk. the only social media i have is tumblr and i guess if you count pinterest...? even then, im rarely on them. and i dont drink/go to bars, so. hrgh.
i guess i just miss having close friendships. needed a place to vent.














