#feelgoodread

The thing is, You try. You try to believe that you are alright, deceive yourself to believe even to believe you are alright but at the end of the day, the truth is you are powerless to whatever comes to you. I get home to Nothing. It has been an awfully long day, my bones are deliriously aching.  Traffic, today had been an absolute mess.  I let myself into my apartment, switching on the lights on…

No matter how hard you try to mask the pain you feel, it always finds a way to creep up on you when you least expect it  The longing,  The hurt,  The hope that maybe things would be better.  My emotions and thoughts have been taking a toll on me of late.  Been trying my hardest to let go since everyone thinks I should. But,  The longing for his touch,  To feel his breath on my skin,  Always makes…

I let my myself out of Talia’s apartment in a mad rush, almost stumbling over on my heels.  “Easy” I hear  I look up to feel that all too familiar cold hard stare, looking down on me, an amused look perched on his face.  He smiles lazily at me.  “Hey” he says to me.  “Hey” I mumble back, looking up past him to find Isah behind him, holding a box of pizza.  “Hey beautiful” Isah says as he gets to…

“Why would you do this to me, Donald?” I say softly into the receiver; tears flowing freely down my face.  “Excuse me??” He replies, coughing a little. He seems to be sitting up in bed.  “You brought her back? To rub it in my fucking face?!” I reply, pacing back and forth.  “Shit!!!” He mutters,  “Tonia told you?!” He asks “Wasn’t she supposed to?!”  “I am sorry, I was going to tell you. I wanted…