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đ What would your OCs last words be (or if theyâve died what were their last words)? What were their final moments like? How did they die? i think it would depend on who was around her, but her last words would probably be telling the people she loves that she loves them, because sheâs not very good at expressing her emotions so she would want to make sure that they knew. sheâs also sort of prepared for the likelihood that sheâll die in battle, though, so words wouldnât be as much of a concern to her as going down fighting
đˇ Has your OC ever had to leave something behind or abandon something they didnât want to? Have they ever had this happen to them? How has this effected them over the years? not something technically, but there was someone that she tried very hard to keep out of inquisition business even though it meant being separated from them physically, which she didnât feel great about. itâs a decision she eventually goes back on (she decides that sheâd rather have them close and be able to better protect them personally) but she still carries around the guilt over having to even make that choice in the first place
đŚ Does your OC have any self destructive habits? Addictions? Urges? What is the cause of these or the reason for them? nia doesnât exactly have healthy coping mechanisms for managing basically any strong emotion, so i think she does a lot of things that would be considered self-destructive but also does them mostly in moderation, because she also feels like she has to stay in control of herself. she rarely sleeps well, probably doesnât eat as much as she should, and will often overwork herself. the main thing that drives her is the need to sort of replace a strong emotional sensation with a physical one, if that makes sense - those kinds of things are easier for her to deal with, since they also usually have easier solutions
đ What is your OC like at their most depressive? In the middle of a breakdown? Having a panic attack? What are they like with dealing with anxiety and stress? the most important thing to her is being in control, or at least seeming like she is, so for any of those situations sheâd probably be isolating herself first, though that usually ends up not working. there is one instance of her having a major panic attack (post-well of sorrows), but she also gets panicky if thereâs any sort of pressure on her chest or she feels short of breath. those are the few instances where she wants to have someone around while sheâs dealing with it, to sort of help ground her (itâs usually dorian or bronwyn, or both). dealing with stress usually involves the same avoidance-tactic-type behavior from the previous question, except More Of It, and more drastic - overworking mentally becomes overworking physically, etc.
