#feel so empty

need to be bent over getting absolutely fucking railed while they moan in my ear about i good i feel on their cock and how pretty i look when i'm getting my holes filled but instead i'm at work bored cause it's slow

thinking about "you're eating soup with a fork" and "how am i overflowing when i feel so empty" and "we began to dance whilst crying aplenty" and "you said you're having one of those days where you wish you didn't have a body" and "once upon a time you were sort of two ended candle, but somewhere along the line you became melted wax on the carpet" and "as we continue to live, we continue to die" and "took the bus into town, looking out at windows as we drive past, think of the endless infinities tucked behind each glass" and just the entirety of feel so empty tbh

currently having one of those days where i wish i didnt have a body, as bears in trees would say

'once upon a time you were some sort of two ended candle but somewhere along the line you became melted wax on the carpet" I sob as I desperately try to complete my coursework

i don't yet have the words to describe how i feel about the link between (i don't have) trauma and feel so empty but when i do no one will be hearing the end of it

denial is a river in my pants apparently