#feedist yapping

Someone on Feabie made a post along the lines of "I don't want a partner that views my fat body neutrally - I want a [man] who's enthusiastic about me BECAUSE I look like this".

When you're watching a stuffing video & the feedee is SO full. Like, their stomach is stretched. Food wrappers strewn about, a near-empty 2 Liter Pepsi, greasy buckets filled with bones, the works. The feedee leans back, deterred but not defeated. They paw at their taut upper belly, make a fist and press into it over and over until- *BRRRAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPP* "oh, yeah! that's it ☺ "

geez, so I hit 5,000 followers this morning. A speech is in order 🤣 ___________________ If you didn't know, before making bellypovs2 I've lurked on Tumblr for over 10 YEARS. Due to my religious upbringing and low self-esteem I never got in touch with myself & felt ashamed of the pleasure I felt from this kink. Like clockwork every few months, I'd make an account, binge feedism clips, jerk off, and then immediately delete. "How can I support and enable people destroying themselves through overeating and weight gain? This turns me on but I shouldn't be liking this!" Sad, disconnected, alone, and delusional. But no matter how far I strayed, feedism lassoed me back in y'all. ___________________ In August of 2022 my company laid me off & free time opened up. I figured, "Why continue fighting this?" And 'bellypovs' was created. Started talking to people, fat chatting with feedees my age, admiring bellies without looking away, really integrating myself into this community. Through conversation and loads of self-reflection, I dismantled my fatphobia in order to REALLY acknowledge the beauty of intentionally fat bodies. And so I started teasing and encouraging to give back. (i DID delete my account one last time - hence the '2' in my name.) ____________________ I never imagined how healing this space would be for me - but even more so for all of you. When you say my posts made you skip to gym, eat one more slice, gain 10 more pounds, I tear up 🥺 I'm even looking to feed people IRL now + hopefully find a relationship, isn't that insane? I guess it IS possible to have your sexual awakening in your 30's! If I can leave you with anything, PLEASE prioritize your self-alignment, make sure your desires and actions match up. If the thought of feedism or weight gain arouses you, if you cannot stop thinking about it, please give in <3 I'm never deleting this account and I'm so grateful for you all.

20 year old me: ermm bellies give me a boner but errrr maybe this is bad 🤓☝️these women are destroying the one body they get uhm 🤡 maybe it's not so bad but umm health problemz 🥶 i feel so bad for liking this what if someone finds out and-