#fayvie

Oh man, that’s not an easy one. 

I mean, the easy way to answer would be “Um, EVEYRTHING???”, but I won’t give you a cop out answer, because I like you. Also, because the more I think about it, the more I realize I have tried. O_o 

I’m gonna make this sexy. I hope you don’t mind. 

One of my favorite things to do with hypnosis is the hypnotic orgasm, or anything with hypnotic pleasure. The possibilities with those are endless, though often situationally-dependant. Now physical pleasure, combined with hypnotic pleasure, that’s incredible stuff. But alas, it’s also a thing I’ve already tried. 

However, I have yet to have a session where my subject (who is also someone I am having sex with) ends up fucking me while seeing something completely different. Vanilla people often joke about “spicing up” their sex lives by acting out fantasies in the bedroom, like the sexy nurse or pizza delivery man cliches, but as an erotic hypnotist I have the ability to create an entire world for my subject, one they can believe they are a part of. 

Imagine it, I could create an entire scene for them, even pausing it here and there to give smaller suggestions or adjust things. I absolutely love the creative aspect of hypnosis, and combining that with sex? So many amazing possibilities! 

What is that? It’s so... beautiful. I can’t look away

I can’t...

I...

Oh, you thought you were going to be the one hypnotizing me?

That’s cute.

It’s adorable how captivated you are already, I bet you couldn’t even look away if you wanted to.

Good, just like that.

I don’t mind, just keep staring and falling. It’s so fun to see you this way. Helpless to resist.

I’m sure you’d be happy to do whatever I ask of you.

Saturday night was a whirlwind of new experiences for me. I felt incredibly overwhelmed, like I was caught in a wave of commitment and expectation. Not expectation imposed on me from anyone else, but I had high hopes of what I would achieve on Saturday, and I knew that if I pushed it off any longer, I might hesitate long enough to run out of time. So I was working on conquering my fears and doing some new things, and in hindsight I feel absolutely amazing for it. 

We returned to The Society just ahead of 10pm, and I got assistance from the lovely @trancingwithmyself in tying my corset for the first time since MEEHU1. It was such a wonderful and nostalgic feeling that made me feel ultra-confident. Not only that, but tonight was the premiere of the notorious Spiral Contacts that I ordered particularly for NEEHU. I believe they were a hit, but I'll go into more of that later on. 

I had discussed the idea of exploring certain types of play with @amhypnotic about a month before the con, and we had touched base a few times since then. I wasn't particularly great at knowing what I wanted to do, but I knew I was interested in exploring some of my first impact play, beyond spanking. I've never felt a huge allure to the BDSM side of this scene. I admired the types of play I heard about, but was unsure if I just felt curious or tempted by the idea of things. Am was so great about our negotiation and making me feel very comfortable with what we'd do, and not putting any pressure on doing more than I felt safe about. 

When I say I had no idea what to expect, I genuinely mean that I didn’t have a clue what the whole “process” was. I felt like a kid who was finally old enough to go into a sex shop, completely lost and naïve. Things were obvious in hindsight, but in the meantime, the idea of taking any of my clothing off suddenly became slightly jarring. I reminded myself that I was “Fayvie, the person who tries new things even if it scares her a little bit!” And that Fayvie can walk around without pants on if she damn well pleases. 

I don’t know the name of half the things, but I had my hands cuffed and chained above me, and we took it very slow, and all of it felt really pleasant*. My nerves rose again when other people at The Society came into the room to watch, I wasn’t expecting this, even though I feel like I should have. But everyone was quiet and respectful while I tried to embrace my inner-exhibitionist. He showed me a variety of different types of floggers, some soft and fuzzy, some more classic. I’m very relieved that he took it easy on me, as I wasn’t up for much more, but it was a wonderful introduction to the world of impact play, and even despite the light hand, I had several bruises. Thank you again to @amhypnotic for sharing that experience with me!

 That was only the start to my big evening. With pants back on, I trekked on to the next room and found @lily-ackerman, whipping an underbust corset from my bag and begging her to let me put it on her. It looked so amazing, and the more beautiful people in corsets, the better? 

The next bit feels like a bit of a blur, but I’ll try and be as descriptive as possible.

 @sebsteerpike was feeling a bit sadistic and we needed to practice for our class the next morning, therefore we decided to see what would happen if we put a brain-eating, pleasure secreting parasite into my brain. Normal people do that, right? It felt intense, and awesome, and I was having to get over being embarrassed in public very quickly when I was moaning in a room full of people looking my way. Then, the best part, I think, is when I was able to spread the parasite over to @lily-ackerman through my fingertip. Her parasite made her feel mindless and euphoric rather than pleasure, but regardless it was such a joy to see her reaction to the whole thing, all while still feeling the effects on myself. Did I mention that Lily is an absolute blast to play around with?

 I want to take a quick aside to talk about something @sebsteerpike and myself have been working through since we started working together again. Neither of us would consider ourselves poly, but we do both have an interest in playing with more people than just ourselves. This has been an exercise in patience and communication, because we both tend to get a bit jealous and grumpy whenever we’d see the other playing with someone else. But we’ve been working at it for a while, and this weekend was a huge step forward in this regard.

 The point being, when Seb went off to trance someone else in another room, I stayed behind and mused about the fun of trancing someone with my contacts. I had joked about doing this ever since I ordered them online, but it still felt like a frightening prospect where I wouldn’t know what to say when I was staring people down. A quick trance to help boost my confidence and make me feel as though all that information was right at the front of my head, easy to grab, and we were off to the races! I began a fixation induction on four people at once, @sammynona and Lily being two of them, and I’m unsure if the others are on tumblr. Whether they were so fractionated by this point, or if something I was doing was working, they eventually flopped down into a trance. All except @sammynona, who I stared at intently and reached forward, grabbing the hair on the back of his head and pulling him forward. It felt so toppy of me, yet soooooo fun!** 

I was gathering feedback and wanting to do it again when I got called from the other side of the room, @enscenic was looking for me for a particular idea we’d been bouncing around for several weeks, and the nerves set in again. But now was the best possible time it could’ve happened. I found @enscenic and @hypno-sandwich in the middle of the main room, where they were finding a place to set up. @enscenic very discreetly set a chair up in what seemed like an odd spot, but we told @hypno-sandwich that we were going to trance him, and that he ought to sit down. He immediately broke out into laughter when he saw, at his direct eye-level, a fire extinguisher attached to the pillar straight ahead.

 This was it, it was time for my three year old redemption***. No longer would I be taunted for botching a fixation induction on a fire-sprinkler, I was stronger, better than before! With @enscenic on my side, and spirals in my eyes, I felt like I could take on the hypno-world.

 But before I describe how it went, this feels like a good place to end it, since there’s still way more that happened tonight, and my post is way too long. Sorry aboot that, eh!

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* Because we had just spent a decent amount of time getting my corset on, I kept it on for the impact play and we just worked around it. One super cool feeling was when @amhypnotic took a vibrating glove and held it against the steel boning of my corset!

 ** Sorry, but no, just because I had fun trancing people at NEEHU does not mean I want to trance you, so please don’t send me message on tumblr about surrendering to my Mistress-iness, and asking for sexy hypnotizin’ ♥