#fayesrants

i hate being awake and alone.

WAKE UP SOMEONE AND TALK TO ME PLEASE

i just played a game for like 2 hours..

i am totally gonna pass out later but i want some kind of interaction with someone..

like send me asks or dm me pls… please?..

(i say to like 2 people who might actually read this blog)

fuck this shit. i hate how much it hurts to be reminded about him again. hes moving on and look at me, stuck on him like a damned fool.

hes moving on and taunting me and messing with my mind like its his playground.

leave me alone. leave me alone. i am okay without you. i am just fine.

i genuinely hate being this alone

i want someone

someone for me.

to love me. want me too.

hell just talking to me would do me justice.

my ex viewed my profile on tiktok, yall think he still wants me?

someone punch me or something. i cant go through that whole “cheating” thing again

how can bro get two partners while i am losing my mind over someone how does not even know that i exist nor care about me that much.

IT IS NOT FAIR.

i really dislike family gatherings on thanksgiving.

children are loud, adults are louder

i want to leave

making a thanksgiving dinner for 4 hours, just to back to no messages.

i hate being so alone and attached to nobody.

i dont want to be here anymore. i might just commit like my ex said to do but he thought i CHEATED on him. i hate cheating. i cant stand to be accused of such a foul thing. i gave up so much for him. yet he still thinks i cheated. and i still miss him like hellfire.